Part 70 | Update I guess

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Basically, this is a little note.

 There is no art, but I gotta say some shit-

Here's a list of what's I got's to say's-


1. Because of my dangerous depression level I am at, I might not be on or post much. Why I say it's at a dangerous level is because everyday (mostly everyday) I come home from school crying-then decide to end my life, or at least choke myself with a rope until I can't hear anything but silence.


2. I have no C R E A T I V I T Y or I M A G I N A T I O N left-I can't think of shit to do anymore. I get mad at myself, and things go wrong. In other words, I wanna post shit, but I have nothing to think of/nothing to post.


3. I do have work to do-no, I don't work anywhere or anything but I have projects and assignments to do. I am failing in this one class, but I do all my work and shit. So, we have a slides presentation to due and we present on Monday. O N E T H I N G I H A V E T O W O R K O N .


4. What I may be drawing for now on-So I have a couple things I might stick to drawing. I might try different art styles, I might draw more Danganronpa Characters, (drv3) more of the Osomatsu Matsuno brothers, more Sonic the hedgehog characters, (not so much) and floral desings or stuff similar to that. The reason is because I can't think of shit to draw, and I don't really get shit when I ask. So, I might just stick to the projects and the polls I have on Amino and see what I get. (Soon, I might draw Todomatsu because he was voted) most. S A D L Y I H A T E T O T T Y . :(


5. I MIGHT leave Wattpad again-Wattpad is boring, and as much as I do like posting shit, I  can't post much stuff. Plus all I hear on Wattpad is suicide and stuff-including me-and I don't talk to a lot of people anymore. All (most) of my friends on here are dead, hate me, moved on, lie to me, or are just my normal friends. ( @MonicaTheHedgehog)


6. S U I C I D E-One day, I might end up leaving you guys without you even knowing it. My depression is at a very high risk, and I do need  help. Just talking to me will help, with all the nice shit to say. I do go to church, but other than going to church or talking to my best friend/s (@MonicaTheHedgehog) my life is complete shit. My friends  at school, I can tell that they don't want me by them by the look on there face or there body movement. This morning I thought someone didn't want me by them because they always scoot away from me, glare at me, do messed up shit I guess. I understand they don't like/care about me, but you don't have to lie and stay by me. THAT MADE NO FUCKING SENCE AT ALL, I'M DONE-





















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