Do you ever get hit with a realization of how truly useless you are? I do.
I tend to think about how talentless I am and how, due to this fact, I'm probably never going to get anywhere in life.
I think about how my life will most likely lead me to working at some boring box office job filing boring, useless documents for some company no one cares about.
I think about how I will probably never make a change to the future of this planet. I will never do anything spatular. I will never be recognized. I will become one of those mindless workers who end up forgotten.
I don't want to be a background character. I want to be up and center and do something with my life.
But no matter how hard you try, life will fuck you over and you will fail. You end up being a useless. You end up being a waste of space. You are nothing but a background character.
