For My Beloved

Understand This

You probably saved my life, I'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing.

I forgive you for your part in how we turned out, at least I'm trying to. This wasn't directed at you, I don't think it was at least. But I'm going insane. I've never felt worse and I'm probably being an asshole by typing this. But we all need to rant and this is my rant. This is my coping mechanism till I leave later. Because I love you and you're all I think of and truth is I need you to be mine again.

Anyway, I'm sorry if you get offended or hurt by these words. Feel free to get upset with me over them. But try to understand that we're immature kids and sometimes no matter how hard we try not to, we view things one-dimensional. And such is life.

So thanks for caring as long as you did my dearest. Good luck with everything in life. I love you forever and always. And remember that you're special and amazing and cared about. Those things should never be forgotten.

Thanks

Goodbye Love❤️💔