Broken. [Inside the mind of The Joker]

Broken

[I saw quite a few stories adding songs to listen to while you read so here you go.]

[https://youtu.be/rpERSigjqXs]

I can hear the drummer drumming, the cymbals clashing, the sound of the strings filling my head, the piercing sound of a violin, tearing it up more than necessary, I guess that's a pretty appropriate metaphor, wouldn't you say?

They all say that I'm a monster, that no matter what I do, I'm BROKEN, I'm sick, that I'm doomed to be this way forever.

They're right.

But what happens when a lion gets a bite on a beautiful young gazelle? Getting one good BITE on her, what happens then? He latches on, digs his rotten little teeth into her, drags her to the ground and slowly takes every last bit of life out of her, watching her slowly die for his hunger.

Countless therapists, hundreds of pills, so much electro shock therapy I can light a fuse with my finger, and did it work? Did they manage to ‘cure’ The Joker? Did they finally break The King?

What do you think?

Did I ever tell you the definition of insanity? Insanity is doing the exact same fucking thing, over and over again and expecting shit to change. Isn't that funny?

I'm dead, I'm a corpse living in a living body. I'm a vulture, preying on the dead.
I get thrills out of hurting others, the feeling of a skull crushed beneath my feet, there's no feeling better.

Well, maybe one.

Harley

Harley, my dear gazelle, ready to lay her body down for me, voluntarily letting herself be my prey.

Because I made her that way. I twisted and turned her to make her perfect for me. Made her exactly what I wanted.

She makes me feel so many emotions, confusing emotions. Anger, Happiness, Jealousy, Love, Lust.

She is mine.

Mine to do with however I want.

And she loves it.

So next time you see her walking next to me, don't assume she's hating every second, because she loves it.

She's mine.

You know a therapist once told me I'm so broken because I don't need anyone.

I laughed.

[Leave me any feedback please, it's greatly appreciated and leave me a comment saying who's head I should go into next. Maybe a fragile mind like Harley?]