the dreary nightfall
whispers to me
your secrets
when you're alone
but not really;
in love with a mannequin
you press your sinful lips,
she smiles into your kiss
you like her better
always did
should've seen it from the start;
I wonder
how
I missed it
It was in your eyes
your very gaze;
desires were burning
and I was
at the end
of your searing rage
ashamed
embarrassed
you're a fanatic;
got a passion for perfection,
can't say it's a healthy one
have to, but
have to agree with you
won't want to mess
with your hierarchy
of control
every single day
I'm accepting
your ideals,
accepting
your love-
bruised a dark blue
these tired eyes
don't faze me
anymore,
hollow
empty
void and numb;
just like the heart
I don't feel
no more
it's a silent house
you've gagged my brain;
fallen in love with a corpse
with a perfect body
as you'd say
you decorated my bruises
with stars of your dreams-
made me love my shadow
just like you;
I wish I could
just fade away
I'm fading away.
a/n: Hello loves. How are you all?
Happy? Sad? Well rested? Tired?
I want to know.
