Book Of Randomness

Why did I write this

Ok I wrote something a month ago and wanted to put it on wattpad but I either forgot about or just thought didn't wanna post it cause of what it was about. But I guess I have a bit of courage to put it on here.
I'm gonna have doubts about this later.

This is gonna be about something that was around when I was 6th grade...........

So I guess ever since 5th grade when I was home schooled and then came back to public school I went from friendly and crazy to really shy and emotional.
When I got in Special Ed cause of Autism and shyness I didn't want to talk to with any of the other people in that class..... they were all boys!
But then once I got to know them I wasn't as shy. But enough of that the thing I really wanted to talk about was something else.....

nntcoleman116 if you are reading this I never told you about this.... i think.

So I met a friend in 6th grade that I knew since elementary school when this all happened.

Everything was fine until almost every night with Nathaniel in them.

Ok before anyone says anything NO they were not repeat NOT DIRTY DREAMS.

I remember some dreams but not alot. One was actually me and him dancing together.
There would be dreams about me singing near him or even a dream about my head on his shoulder.

I'm admitting this now. When I woke up from those dreams I would say in my mind...

Me:"Why can't I just go back to sleep to that dream"!

When I had those dreams I only told one person. It was Rebecca. I told her about the dreams and..... she started shipping me and him from that day on to present day.

That's not all the memories about something like my dreams.....

There would the first time I road the bus with him for the first time all I was thinking was....

"This never happened before what happen if the bus turns and I fall on him why am I panicking"!!

Or when we road the bus together again and I accidentally fell asleep by him and then the bus hit a bump and I woke up to him looking at me.....

It's just you wake up to someone by you it's like Hello there didn't know you were there!

One more story on the bus. We were sitting by each other again. It was all fine until the bus hit a really big bump and guess what happened............. I freakin squealed.

That's one memory that won't disapear.

There was this one time where we went on a tour to see the middle school... never forgetting about this.

I hope you still remember this nntcoleman116

We were walking up to the band room and All of a sudden he takes my hand and walks me over there to see the band room. I still remember all these memories.

I'm done here now I'm good I'm just gonna go put mire songs on my phone....