She Was Okay || HAYLEY LEBLANC

S E V E N

              ©~everything changed~©

third person P.O.V 

The brunette hair, woke up, feeling tired as ever she closed her eyes for a split second, letting a sigh fall through her lips. She knew her 'mom' was going to bang on the door, yelling at her to wake up. She took the courage, to get up, walking into her bathroom, Hayley took a nice hot-steamy shower, brushing her, leaving her hair messy. 

She went to her closet, putting on something simple, she didn't want to be like Annie today, something different. She wanted, to wear something comfy, she was done trying to make her family appreciate her, and show her love. She wore, grey sweatpants, and sweatshirt, sliding on her white and black converse. She looked into the mirror taking a deep breath, as he thought of steps, to be out of trouble. 

'don't talk' 

'don't be in camera'

'don't say anything, about them'

'do you'

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The brunette hair, finally took the stride, to walk out. She slowly turn the Knob of her door, opening it fully, she walked out, into the kitchen. Grabbing her laptop, she knew was dead, and plugged it into the charger,, she made a simple breakfast, fruit-loops, with marshmallows. She ate, in silence, wondering her everyone was, but, she kept quiet repeating the steps in her head. 

'don't talk' 

'don't say anything, about them' 

She sighed, thinking of Hayden, and how nice he was being, He wasn't here yesterday, nor, last night. Her thoughts, were cut short hearing the laughter, of Annie, and, what she guessed Hayden. 

Hayden turned his head to the brunette girl, "You okay, now hayley?" he asked, looking at her with concerned in his eyes. Something she wished, her family did, fake smiling,  She nods her head, looking down, eating her food, Annie sat down in the beam bag, looking at Hayley with hatred, her  heart beated feeling scared she put her plate in sink, grabbing her laptop. Walking into her room, she slammed her door, still feeling scared, her heart ached, at the sight of sister looking at her with pure hatred. 

She closed her eyes, letting tears, fall. The pull of her door, made her snap out of it, as she saw Hayden. Starring at her face, looking at, he noticed new features, of her. Her eyes baggy, she has circles around her eyes, she looked liked a hot mess. Hayley wiped tears away, as Hayden still stared at her, he shut and locked and the door. 

"Hayley." he said softly, bending down next to the little girl. "What's wrong? I'm here for you okay, you can tell me anything," She still didn't respond to Hayden, He sighed, looking at the little girl, something was wrong with her, and he needed to find out. "Hayley, Please. Tell me what's wrong." he tried assuring her everything is going to be alright, but, the brunette hair knew he was lying, It was never going to be alright, never going back to the way it was before. 

He sighed knowing she was not going to say anything, he sighed. "Whenever, your ready. Tell, me I'm here for you. And if its about Caleb I'm here, im always here." Something, that Hayden said, made her angry. It made her think, he was trying to replace Caleb. She stared at him, angrier in her eyes, "out." she said, pointing to the door. "Hayley." He said, softly trying to calm her, seeing how angry she was. 

The brunette hair didn't care, she wanted him out, she wanted him away from her. "out." she said, again, "OUT!" 

Hayden shocked, as she yelled at him, he sighed knowing there was nothing he can do about her. But, just let her be alone until she calm down. He walked out, and she slammed the door behind him. She made sure, to lock it this time, letting a few tear fall from her eyes, she wiped them away. But, they kept going, everything is fake, anything around her is fake, she closed her eyes, once more making more tears fall. By now, she was on the floor, sobbing loud, sobbing so loud, the neighbors might hear her. 

She, didn't want to do it again, but, she did grabbed the same sharp scissors, walking into her bathroom. Doing the same process, but, more cuts, probably like 4. She closed her eyes, cleaning the mess up, instead of band-aid, she used big wrapping band-aids. She wrapped it around her wrist, letting a sigh, fall through. As she put on another, long sleeve, she didn't even take a glimpse at herself. Knowing, she looked fat, and, ugly. 

She just laid in her bed, and, closed her eyes, she felt numb, and, cold. Her head hurts, as her heart ached in pain. She took the time, to just imagine herself, before this mess. Before, everything change. She closed thinking of 2 years ago, with her, Annie, Caleb, Mommy, and daddy.

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"Mommy look at me."  10 year old hayley, said on the trampoline doing backflips. 

"Im so proud of you, Hayley." Her mom said, beaming with a joy.

"Mommy, look at me, i can do it too!" Caleb said, trying but, he just did a roll. Everyone laughed, as he giggled, showing his toothy-goofy smile.

"Mommy, Hayley and I, are going to do a handstand, and I don't think Caleb can do it, but he can try." Annie said, looking at Hayley, as they both smiled.

"1 2 3 GO!" annie yelled, as they all did a handstand, well besides the brunette boy, laughing as he fell. Soon then, Hayley and Annie fell down laughing too much with Caleb. 

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Hayley had tears streaming down her face, just, wanting her family back. She wanted everything she had back. She wanted her sweet warm loving hugs, she wanted to be involved in things, her family did, she wanted to be appreciated, she wanted to feel love again, she wanted attention, she wanted her family back. But, most importantly she wanted her her brother back. 

But, everything changed. 

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A/N

Hoped y'all enjoy. 

1,058 words. Woo. I was trying to get this to 1,000 and i did. Y'all better be happy for me. 

Anywho, I'm still listening to the ablum 17 by xxentaction, like I said it helps me a lot with this book. Okay. Bye, Hoped you enjoyed!