To Say I Love You ~completed~

Sudden Meeting (third part)

  I sat there, feeling the blood go up to my face. It's my first time hearing someone , a stranger in the first place praising me for what I have done in my life. I am only an ordinary guy, besides what does this guy know about being helpless? ,Shigure's thoughts were running and he was at loss. 

  Clay was utterly surprise for all that facts about this young man in front of him. He don't normally just praise someone. He usually has been very timid or very careful about saying what he thinks. He keeps his thoughts to himself. Now what is he doing? He's been bending everything, bending and breaking even his own principles. 

    Sunddenly, there's a huge clap of thunder and everything went pitch black. 

 Clay who has this huge fear of the dark, stiffled and froze. Shigure stood up and was about to go search for candles and a flashlight.

  "Clay, stay right there.I'll be back, I'll just get some candles."  But when he touched Clay, he felt him tremble tremendously. 

   "What's wrong?" , he asked him..  

  "Please don't leave me alone, I'm begging you, Shigure. I'm Achluophobic.. " , he's trembling so hard that I didn't think twice of hugging him.. His body is shaking all over. 

  "Shh.. don't worry I wont leave you behind. Please relax now, believe me I wont go anywhere." I said in a whisper and reassured him by rubbing his back.

  He started to calm down, and I am glad. But my heart is racing ,I can almost hear it.  Holding him close,touching him, feeling his breath ~ it's unbearable. 

   "Shigure," Clay called out .. "I am sorry, that's very embarrassing of me. An old man, afraid of the dark."  

He was about to lower his head on my shoulder, when I suddenly pull away and cupped his chin and kiss him. It was long and probing , I really didn't care less if we'll be out of breath. 

   I push my tongue inside his mouth and urge his tongue to move with the rythym of my tongue. 

 After that long kiss, I pulled away and look at him with longing. It left both of us breathless.

I didn't know what's gotten into me, but I really desire him. I touched his cheeks, but then I felt tears falling from his eyes. That's when I realize that I was already on top of him. 

 I moved away from him , "I'm sorry Clay, I'm really sorry. I loose control of myself. I might have frightened you. "  Cursing myself from the inside, I didn't know what to do now. *Ahh, shit.. What an ass Shigure, surely you want to eat that guy in an instant.*

 Both of them were sitting there silently .. Shigure just lowered down his head still cursing himself,while Clay on the other hand sat there trying to rub those tears from his eyes.

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Clay's POV

   Clay was enjoying the conversation they were having , when suddenly a loud clap of thunder rang  out of nowhere and it went pitch black. 

    It was so dark , he couldn't see anything. He has a great fear of the dark. After what he has been through at the young age of 5 ,being abducted and almost buried alive. He's fear of darkness until now didn't left him at all.

    He was even more surprise with himself that he was begging for Shigure not to leave him alone. And even told him the most embarrassing secret he has kept hidden for such a long time. He showed his weakness to a total stranger. A person whom he'll reckon he might not meet again. But despite that, this stranger comforted him and rushed to his side when he sensed him trembling. It melted his heart.