H-Hey.....I know its late at night but I forgot to say this earlier......
But......My mom told me that the therapist said that I might be suicidal....... and if i cut myself wrong I have to go to the hospital...... Then the hospital will have to put it on my record and I will stay forever on my record and it will say I have mental problems.......And......Im trying to be strong......Strong for my friends.........Strong for _Snowlight_Fox_
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Its really hard trying not to.....
*Starts crying*
((In real life too))
I-I'm trying all so....so hard from cuting myself......I always lock myself in my room from all the knife, scissor and so on......I just want to go back to the happy-go-lucky girl I was......I cant take this anymore........I want my old self.....NOT THE NEW ME! THAT MAY HAVE DEPRESSION!!!!..........I-Im sorry that I yelled.....But really......Everything that Im saying is true.......I need someone ANYONE to hug and let me cry on their shoulder be here for me right now.......I need a friend to make me listen to happy music instead of depressing music.....
I just need someone....
This is the longest update I did....hehe..........I just wanted everyone to know.........Well.....Bye.....
And thank you if you read everyword.......I am happy that I have you guys/ladies........All of you as my friends
J. out~
