The gay homophobe

The gay homophobe Ch 6

I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry for the long wait but I wrote it:3 Hope you guys like it, it kinda sucks with a lot (A LOT) of grammar mistakes, when I find time I'll correct them. sooo vote/ comment and tell me what you think.

I wanted to tag animelovermangalove in this chapter but I don't know how:/ soooo I'll just write it here. Thanks for the support

~ch 6~

~Andy's POV~

Shane was always the tought violent guy, with no fears or worries. But now he looked so fragile and broken in my arms. He just needed help, I can see went through a lot, not a lot of people saw this side of Shane, and I wish that I didn't saw it either. We stayed like that for about 20 minutes. My head was over Shane's while he sobbed in my chest. Suddenly something flashed in my mind. What the hell was I doing, Shane and I are not friends, lovers or anything of that matter, we weren't even friendly. I stood up fast, leaving him in shock.

"Andy wai-" I didn't hear the rest of it. I bolted out of the door. What is happening to me. This isn't me.

School was not worth it so I decided to skip the rest of the day and go home plus my parents are always late for work. I went to my locker to get my books and then walk to my house. Before I reached the door, I heard a voice calling for me, I turned around to see where it came from. "Babe where are you going?" "Home, I'm kinda tired." "Oh okay see ya tomorrow" Chris hugged me and ran to class. I sighed and walked out. The walk home was slow and boring since I was alone. I got there, took a quick shower and collapesd on the bed. I stared at the ceilling. Images of what happend appered in my mind. I didn't know what to do. I was blackmailing Shane to stop bullying me but was I taking it over the egde. I wasn't like that. For all I know I want all the ropes that tied me with Shane to break and it was easier than I thought. All I had to do was to tell him to back off and he would specially with these photos in hand.

I was pulled out of my thoughts by the sound of buzzing that came from my cellphone. I grabbed it after I convinced my body to get up his lazy ass and take it. Note to self "Start doing sport". Yeah like that'll happen. I opened the message and reat it.

Hey sorry about today you okay? ~Shane.

SHANE. Where the hell did he get my number, I didn't give it to him. Oh, it must've been that time where he posted my number on a gay dating site cause he thought it would be funny to tell the whole school about it. I got some good offers though. I grinned at the thought. But this has to end, I'm gonna push Shane out of my life and I meant it, the idea is simple, the process well not so much. I closed my eyes for a second to think, then I texted back.

Meet me tomorrow behind the school at 6 am.

School didn't start till 8 so we had plenty of time before the students came this way the won't see us.

I was bored as hell and I wasn't gonna spend the day thinking about earlier.

I decided to go to Chris's. He should be home. Knowing that he wouldn't mind me going, I just went without asking him. His house wasn't that far but I grabed my earphones with me for the walk to his house. I left my room and got out locking the doors. I puted my earphones and plugged it to my phone and played music on shuffle. I sang along rather quietly since I know my voice isn't that great.

We don't need no education...

We don't need so thought control...

No dark sarcasm in the classroom...

I even started dancing smoothly. I reached the house and knocked, the music still playing. I knocked several times, still no answer. I didn't text Chris not wanting to disturb him. Maybe he was with Jayy or something.

I decided to walk to the park. I sat under a tree. The park was empty. Even better. I lighted a cigarette and inhaled the smock slowly, feeling it as it entered my body. When I exhaled, I felt my problems drift away with it. I leaned back, resting my head on the tree and closing my eyes.I opened them amd glanced at the clock on my phone. It was 10:27pm. Fuck. I fell asleep. I ran home, I'm so dead. My only hope was that my parents still hadn't arrive from work which is rare in some ocassions.

By the time I got home I couldn't breath but thank god that my parents weren't home yet, I didn't see the car. I went straight to my bedroom, and went to sleep, those couple of hours weren't really enough.

WAKE UP!

"What? It's early"

WAKE UP!

"Don't wannaaaa"

WAKE UP, TAKE MY HAND AND GIVE ME A REASON TO START AGAIN...

I sighed as I turned my alarm off, if Bring me the horizon didn't wake me up in the morning nothing will.

I had to wake up even earlier that usuel to me up with Shane. Today was the day, it'll finally be over, all of it. I jumped out of bed and showered. I wrapped a towel around my waist and steped out then wore black and red boxers, black skinny jeans and a shirt with a rainbow on it. I added two rainbow bracelets on my left wrist

People knew I was gay so why not rub it in their faces.

I blowdried my hair and let it fall natuarlly because I like it that way or because I'm lazy either way it looked okay. After I finished I grabed my bag and headed to school. It was 5:56 when I got there and went to the back. I was sure that I'd had to wait till Shane got here but to my surprise he was waiting for me.

"Hey" I waved as I approched him.

"Oh...hi" This was awkward. None of us said anything for a couple of minutes.

"Listen, about yesterday I'm sorry abouy what happend I didn't mean to-"

"I don't care so just forget it" I interrupted him. Something flashed in his eyes, I saw pain but I wasn't sure, it vanished as fast as it came. He couldn't be hurt by what I said, right. "Let's make a deal" he noded gesturing for me to continue. I held my breath then sighed. "I'll won't show anyone the pictures, and you and your followers will stop bugging me for the rest of my life"

"What garantie that you won't publish the pictures?"

"I'm not you Shane" I wasn't going to pulish the photos, I never intended to I just wanted him to get of my back but kept them just in case.

"Just stick to what I said and you shouldn't worry about it" I looked at Shane who was staring at me, his eyes were kinda teary? No thay couldn't be it, he's just sleepy maybe

"Okay" He replied in a low voice that I could barely hear. And with that I walked away. Finally things were going better for me. But why am I still thinking of Shane, about coming back to him right now and hold him again. About wraping my arms around him slowly.  About inhaling his sent. Why am I missing him all of a sudden?

This was for the best, right? At least I hoped so, but my heart kept telling me otherwise.

Don't shoot me (yet) Hope you guys liked it, the story doesn't end here. I'll try and write the next chapter as quick as possible. Love yaaa (Does anyone even read these?)