Yochana: My Kind Of Love(Lesbian, GirlxGirl)

Chapter 5: Xander Part 1

Chapter 5: Xander

I had a good run. I didn't really feel like going home, so I went to my spot. No one knows about this place. In the forest surrounding our home there're is a maze. A labyrinth if you will. In the middle of it is a waterfall with a river. The tree is hard to explain. It grows over the river in a weird way. Instead of length it grows in width. Anyway when I first found it I thought it will be cool to build a tree house. I ended up building a home. I jumped to my front door. I didn't want stairs so yeah. I phased back and went to take a shower. It was almost time to meet Lisa's dad. Why, I have no idea but yeah whatever. I'm still mad I cannot control my emotions. Her leaving like that should not have caused me to go off the deep end. I should have been ok. A little hurt, but otherwise fine. How did she know to come back anyway? We haven't mated so there's no way she can feel my emotions. I'm so confused right now. Her connection with me shouldn't be deep, she's human. She should feel something but not my emotions. Only a undeniable pull towards me. Something doesn't sit right. She can't be human. No way she could have known how angry I was and just how to keep me in check. But she smells human and heavenly. I have never smelt anything like it. She smells like the ocean mixed, no blended with the forest. Can you imagine that? Like a forest grew in the ocean but instead of the ocean overpowering the forest they came together. They created a powerful scent, a scent that belongs to my mate. King has been quiet lately.

"King, you know something you not telling me?" He doesn't answer me. I'm not worried about that. We will have it out later. I pushed all of this to the back of my mind. I feel refreshed when I get out of the shower and get dressed. I don't care how strong this pull is, I will not let it affect me to the point where I lose control. I am soon to be alpha. If I cannot control myself at all times, how do I expect my pack too? No emotion can get the best of me. Not again, not ever. I will make my wolf bend to me. Until he and I are one. He will not overtake me. I know he can hear me and he will fight. I laugh a deep belly laugh. I look forward it. I went to step out of my room when an intense pain hit me. I immediately cut all my communication links. I shut my emotions down hard. I didn't want Lisa to fell this. It felt like someone was taken a knife, no a butcher knife, a dull one and craving on my back. It felt they was doing it for fun. It had no direction or pattern. Just digging in and pulling. I laid on the room and let it happen. I didn't scream out. I was trained not to. I can't believe I was floored. What's more unbelievable is that I'm floored by an unknown force. This went on for about 20 minutes. I'm only thought was damn I'm going to be late. When it finally stop, I call upon my wolf to heal me. I pulled him with force to my body. I half phased on my floor. It's the best way to heal without all the way phasing. I wonder if he felt it also. I would have to ask him but later. I'm late