unrequited love, mark tuan

entry five

maybe i really am inlove with you, mina.

but,

if i confess to you about the feelings i have towards you,

would you return these feelings?

would you reject me?

would we still be the same?

would i make things worse?

would you feel awkward around me?

these thoughts have been running around in my mind lately and it's been killing me.

would it be better if i stay quiet about these feelings, or not?

i really, really want to be with you, mina.

but i still need to build up all the courage to finally confess my feelings to you.