“Hi, Ni.” Harry said quietly.
Niall frowned. “Harry, what’s wrong, baby?” Harry took in a breath to speak but Niall interrupted him. “And don’t lie to me, I know you.” He said sternly, because even after all of this time, Harry still tried to lie to Niall about these things.
Harry sighed. “I-I…. ugh. Fuck, I miss you, baby. I just… It’s… It’s been so long, Ni and I miss you and like, I just want you to come back to me, please?” Harry begged, sounding flustered and tired.
“Har…” Niall said, his heart breaking just a bit. He didn’t know how to handle this right now, Harry rarely got into moods like this. And Niall shouldn’t be feeling so sympathetic towards him right now.
Harry sighed again. “I know, I know. I should be taking this, I’m the one who fucked up. But I just can’t do this. Do you realize how hard it is for me to do anything? Like, it takes me hours to fall asleep. I lay in the dark looking at your side of the bed, thinking that I’ve lost you for good. I sit at the table to eat, and all I can do is stare at the empty seat across from me and remember how we kicked each other underneath the table. I sit to watch TV and can’t because I see the X-Box and I just want you to be there ignoring me while you play FIFA. I fucking miss you, Niall, and it hurts to be in this house with everything that’s so you but not have you.”
Niall could hear him crying, loud and heavy, on the other side of the phone, but he couldn’t say anything to comfort him. He physically couldn’t get any words out of his mouth. He tried to swallow the lump in his throat, but nothing would work. So he just grunted in response to let Harry know that he was still there and listening.
“I’m sorry.” Harry said, sniffling and trying to control his sobs. “Shit, I’m sorry. I just. I don’t know why I did that. I deserve this. I deserve to suffer for what I did to you. I love you, Niall, and I’ll talk to you tomorrow. Bye.”
“Harry!” Niall called, finally finding his voice. He sighed when the only answer was the dial tone, showing that Harry had hung up.
Niall felt like shit.
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A/N: what do y'all think about harry finally breaking down? and nialls reaction?
dedication to hunter cause she's my baby!
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Payphone «Narry»
FanfictionA broken-hearted boy travels around the country trying to escape the pain, and calls his ex-lover from a different payphone everyday. "I'm at a payphone trying to call home." "All of my change I spent on you." "Where have the times gone? Baby, it's...
