The Tour

Kalopsia

Kalopsia
(n.) the delusion of things being more beautiful than they really are.

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Your POV

A little background on why you went out of the country. This chapter contains of flashbacks and informations on yourself as the character.

In the month of February...

I had my first-out of the country vacation eversince I started working in my new workplace (which I entered a year ago).

Being an introverted human, I am. I went alone, not that I don't have friends, I'd just rather be alone. This vacation is not just a tour for me, though... it's more of an expedition of finding myself.

Drapetomani
(n.) an overwhelming urge to run away.

Run away from reality. Run away from my job. Run away from my career. Run away from my problems. Run away from all the people I know, and away from the people that I couldn't care less. I'll just throw myself away.

I have a friend in the office named Jonghyun, Lee Jonghyun. It's funny how irritated he is when people tell him that he has the same name as Lee Jonghyun (no shit), the guitarist in the band of CnBlue. He told me during our first day, it has been like that eversince when CnBlue debuted in 2010 with the song of 외톨이야 - I'm a loner, in english.

Then I started to wonder. How about the other Lee Jonghyuns in the world? If there are several Kims and Emmas in the world, I'm more than sure that there will be other Lee Jonghyuns too. Do they feel the same as he does or do they ignore the people that says that statement of "You have the same name as Lee Jonghyun! ", or do they even know the Lee Jonghyun that those people are referring to.

Well, about him... He's the one that told me to go out of the country and have some time for myself. And I wondered why I need to leave the country for myself. Why not stay in my apartment and spend my time alone, like how I always do, but just not working.

"You seem to need it", Jonghyun said

Then shall I call him my fairy godfather for this. Not that I need this but I see his point.

One. "Go to alot of places". Three. Three places in that country; Café, office and apartment, those are the only places I go to ever since when I was just a trainee in the company.

Two. "Eat as much as you want there. I want to see you bloated when you come back". I barely go to the mall. I barely shop for food, since I always eat out due to spending most of my time in the café or office for work (how healthy).

Three. "Buy good clothes there and wear it here. I don't want seeing your black and your white long sleeves and black jeans here, ever again". Over used clothes hang in my closet and thin soles of black boots displayed on my shoe rack. He calls me a pauper for this reason. He gave me a new coat for Christmas last year. And I gave him a lava lamp with no specific color when turned on. I see him as multicolored human, a noisy, sobersided, oblivious human being. But other than that, I do respect him.

Fourth. "Do something else other than working". Hm... I draw and read as my past time. "No, no. I mean, REAL fun. Like explore new things". Then that's what I shall do.