Ashley's pov,
I found my self wonder the streets near Alisons house, waiting for her to get back, i had to say sorry for walking off and not letting her explain. It had reached midnight and id nearly fell asleep in front of Alisons house when i heard the door shut, i quickly jumped up to see her kitchen light on, i looked through the window and couldn't see her. she soon walked back into the kitchen and i ducked, the window was open enough for me to hear a crash and a bang, i looked back through the window and Alison was lying on the floor, i got to the door it was locked, so i kicked it down, "Alison, Alison" i shouted running in the kitchen just has her eyes closed, i rang for an ambulance then looked to see why she was bleeding, her wrists were covered in blood and had glass in the wounds, also her face was cut up and her hands, i could smell alcohol on her breath so i knew she had been drinking, i started to try and get some of the glass out of her wrists justs a the paramedics turned up, "whats her name?" the first paramedic asked, "Alison" i replied as i was pushed out of the way by the other paramedic. i pulled out my phone and went to call Andy, he would know what to do, "hey ash, its like 3 in the morning why are you ringing me" he asked, "Alison needs to go to hospital, there was blood, Andy and i don't know what to do" i said, "wow, wait blood, has she cut or be stabbed or what" he demanded, "she fell over with a glass in her hand, it looks horrible" i replied, "well i'll get there as soon as i can, everything is going to be ok, i promise" he hung up and i was alone again, two minutes later the paramedics came rushing out of the kitchen with Alison on a stretcher, "sir are you coming with us" one of them asked, "yes" i said going after them and locking the door.
Alisons pov,,
"Ashley wait up, you know i can't run" i said as i tried to keep up, we soon reached our favorite spot of the beach, i stripepd of in to my bathing suit, and Ashley took his top off as he had his swim shorts on, we raced to the sea, but he won as he was the faster runner, the sea was warm, and deep blue. i swam over to Ashley and jumped on his back, i breathed in his sent, but it wasn't his normal sent, i could smell a mixture of blood and hospitals, i suddenly felt a pain in my chest, i let go of Ashley and fell in to the water, but he didn't try to help i just fell and then sunk deeper and deepper in to the water that i thought was shallow, i soon started to fall into a sleep where i was suddenly woken, when i awoke though i wasn't at the beach i was in a hospital. i looked at my arms they had leads stuck in them one had a red liqued in which looked like blood and the other a clear liqued that could have been anything, i tried to sit up but just didn't have enough energy too. i managed to turn my head to see a sleeping Ashley, i smiled as he looked so cute, "Ash" i manged, his eyes shot open, and he was soon besides me with a cup of water, i smiled he was being so nice after what i did why, he helped me sit up then handed me the cup of water, "Alison, don't you ever do that to us again, mainly me though" he said, "us?" i questioned, "yes us, everyones here, your dad, katie, katherine, Andy, jake, jinxx and CC" everyone is here i thought, so i couldn't have upset them that much could i, i started to tear up thinking about what happened, "Ashley i really am sorry, you guys are amazing and its my fault you broke up, please get back together" i said, "well me and the guys where talking and we decided it would probably be a good idea to get back together but not for us we are getting back together for you as well" he said smiling, i shuffled up so he could sit on the bed with me, he put his arm around me and i snuggled into his chest, i inhaled his sent which this time was the right one. i soon fell asleep again but was woken by people talking, i opened my eyes and the once empty room was now full of people, "Alison" they all said together, "hi" i said as Ashley handed me more water, i sipped it, then realised his arm was still around me, so i resnuggled into his chest, as everyone threw questions at me, "why did you do it" was the main question, Ashley kept telling them to shut up but they didn't, "i don't even know what happened, ok, the last thing i remember properly was getting really drunk, then i remembered blood and thats it, how it happened i don't know, and guys im sorry for coursing all this trouble and splitting up the band and making you guys waste time" i said, starting to cry again, "Alison its fine, its all in the past now, all that matters is you get better and this doesn't happen again, our music is meant to help stop this, and we will carry on so it does" Andy said pointing at my bandaged arms, "what did i do" i questioned, "we will be outside" Andy quickly said pushing everyone out the door, which left me and Ashley again, "well when i found you, you were lying on your kitchen floor covered in blood, some of the cuts were because you fell and smashed something, but most of them you did, or so the doctors said, they said you had lost more blood then you would have for that type of fall" he tried to smile but it was forced, i felt so terrible. i lay there actually wishing i had died, because its what i deserved for what i had done.
3 weeks later,
i was finally out of hospital, BVB had been signed to my dads label, my band also signed to my dads label, our bands were currently touring with each other, well will be. we start touring next week, Ashley stayed with me every minute of the day, and even came to my band practaces and i went to his, to be honest life was better now, i just don't see why it took something so dramatic to sort it all out.
Right thats it, sorry its short, but i ran out of ideas so i had to end it, i hope you enjoyed reading it and i hope you will read some of my other fan fics that are alot longer then this one <3
