Oikawa Tooru was born a vampire and Iwazumi Hajime a werewolf, yet a fierce and steadfast bond has been formed between these two who couldn't be more different. Growing up together throughout the years it has grown into something far stronger and mo...
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~OIKAWA POV~
He threw his head back, eyes closed, as my fangs penetrated his neck. I doubt he was even conscious of doing it but it made me feel flustered. I tried not to blush as I drank his blood. It's why I had gotten into the habit of holding his neck, almost like I was holding his head up, he'd begun to do it nearly every time I fed and I wondered if he maybe even, enjoyed it? The thought made me feel a mixture of shame and attraction that I just wanted to repress.
Pulling away I wiped my mouth. I don't know what I was waiting for but I was waiting I realize. I guess I was waiting for him to say something, to do something, anything that would reveal how he was feeling to me. I felt like he was purposely trying to remain closed off but maybe I was reading him wrong. When I started to panic or become too erratic I had trouble reading anyone.
He opened his eyes looking back at me. There was a moment, only a moment where I caught something different in his eyes. I wasn't sure, it was a moment over far too fast but it was a look I've never seen him look at me with.
"Do you have a rag?" He asked extending his hand to me.
"Yeah... Of course" I moved to grab a rag from the bathroom and come back placing it in his hands. He wiped the blood from his neck as it was nearly already healed. If his unique state didn't grant him such fast healing I would have never allowed him to feed me like this, it felt wrong enough as it was. He walked back to the bathroom to toss the bloody rag in the sink, I had been a little messier than usual, I hadn't meant it but I wasn't exactly focusing today.
"I think I'll skip the math study session, I'm just going to go home and go to bed" This air about us was awkward, I felt so far away from him despite being in the same room.
"Did I take too much? Do You feel weak?" Despite the words coming out of my mouth, this isn't what I wanted to talk about. I wanted to ask him what was wrong, why he was closing himself off. It was something so small yet I felt so cold and lonely without him. I felt like he was just drifting farther and farther away from me and yet he was saying nothing.
"No, I'm just... tired is all" Iwazumi wasn't making eye contact, he almost never shied from eye contact.
"Right" I paused fiddling with my fingers uncontrollably, "See you tomorrow then Iwa-chan" I offered weakly.
"Bye Oikawa" He didn't use a nickname, nothing. He didn't always so it wasn't a sure sign of anything but it this context it felt so cold and alienating.
I didn't bother to watch him leave, he only lived next door after all. I just wanted to decompress, I felt like I was beginning to let my emotions run rampant over something so small. I couldn't help but keep analyzing every second of today. As I laid in my bed I couldn't take my mind off him, I felt so dumb obsessing over a bit of silence from Hajime like this but I felt myself losing my grip on reason when it came to Iwazumi.
~IWAZUMI POV~
I walked out of the door, down the sidewalk, and right past my house. I didn't want to go home right now, I was too... I honestly didn't know what I was feeling but it was too much. I was somewhere in between wide awake and bone tired. My body felt charged like I could run a mile and then some. But my mind was wiped, I just wanted to shut it off. There was of a course a solution to this, though I didn't quite want to.
I walked remembering tonight's exchanges. The hurt in Oikawa's eyes tonight, it felt like my heart was being crushed, and I had caused it. How dare I? After all that he'd done for me, I had no right to upset him, to complicate things... to love him. How could I? He was above me in the way a god is above its creation, I wouldn't even be alive without him, I owed him the world and he owed me nothing. It was not my place to decide our relationship.
The longer I'd try to suppress these feelings the more they've grown out of control, tonight had been an unacceptable manifestation of that. I needed to do something, anything to stop. The more I thought about it the more frustration and anger became to rip through me. My emotions were out of control, and for a werewolf that was dangerous. But I could scarcely think of that now as I clenched and unclenched my fists.
I don't know how long I walked, I lost myself in a torrent of outrage, at myself, at the unfairness of this situation, at Oikawa, and then some for being mad at Oikawa. I was at the woods' entrance where the treeline became thick. I threw my bag under some tree and took off my shirt and pants, I was too emotional to realize the ridiculousness of what I was about to do.
I let the change rip through me. I felt the fuzziness in my mind, it became harder and harder to form coherent thoughts and all I could feel was joy at the relief from my own mind. I yelled out as my muscles contracted and my skin burned. Pain, anger, aggression these things coursed through me with the change, like blood in my veins. Finally, I gave myself over entirely.
Author's Note
It's still Tuesday! I'm a tad late but shhhh. I had water polo so it got delayed, ironically I actually had most of this written already but needed to add a small bit more and that's why I posted so late. The angst is real ya'll! Hopefully, this isn't going to slow, but Karasuno comes on the scene in like 2 chapters I swear. Anyway thanks for 100 views!!!! Also Super Secret updated (so I had to read that), here's this week's songs
