Trust

Chapter 7: How much?♛

Jason's pov:

I felt like a complete jerk.

I hurt the love of my life.

I'm messed up.

As I walked in her room I saw her peacefully sleeping.. Wait.. Her eye just twitched. Which only means one thing.

She does that when she's fake sleeping.

I learned a few things from knowing her for like 10 years.

I shook her shoulder carefully. And she groaned. So attractive I thought.

"Ari.. Please let me explain before you decide to hate me," I begged.

That got her attention.

"I don't hate you. I just.." She paused. So I spoke up for her,

"You just what?" I asked.

"I just hate the fact that you lied to me." She spoke up.

"I was just scared." I admitted.

"Of what?" She asked curiosity lurking in her town.

"Of losing you.. That you'd leave me." I spoke my voice a whisper but loud enough for her to hear. Putting my head down.

"Jase..." She paused using her tiny fingers to lift up my chin and look her on the eye.

As she did I immediately regretted what I saw.

She looked like she was about to cry.

She quickly hugged me and dug her face in my chest, something she always tends to do.

I love it though.

As she was hugging me she mumbled something.

"I would never."

She said.

"Huh?" I asked suddenly confused.

She giggled and looked back up at me.

"I said, I would never leave you Jase.

Never in forever. I'm always here. No matter what happens."

My grip tightened on her as she said that.

I kissed her temple and said, "I'll tell you."

It was her turn to be confused. Because she looked at me weirdly.

So, I decided I'd clear things up.

"I'll tell you everything." I clarified.

She took interest and looked up at me eagerly, clearly waiting.

I chuckled at her cuteness.

"So," I started and lasted down bringing her with me so her head was snuggled in my chest.

"When you left in 8th grade,

I lost it.

No one understood me like you did.

They treated me like I was.. Needy.

They always treated me differently.

Girls threw themselves at me.

I hung out with no one because I refused to. And one day I had enough of it. I was tired of being treated like I was broken. I wanted to be treated the same.

So I went out to the alley one night where I met Chris, the leader of a gang, and he introduced me to Bruce,Nash, Shawn, and Cameron. They took me in there gang because apparently I had skills. They thought me practically everything I know to this day and were still a great gang that no one knows about. We go on missions, and all that. They were like my only friends back then.. I'd hang out with them everywhere and we'd plan out missions or just drink and have fun, you know chill. But we have this up coming mission that I found out about today.. And another gang knows about you."

Aris pov:

And another gang knows about you" he finished.

I was so shocked ..

A loss of words in fact.

"Andd?" I asked clearly confused on what this had to do with anything.

"They know how important you are ari. To me." He spoke.

"Oh" was all I could say.

"I promise Ari. I'll keep you safe. But for me to do that. I need you. By my side. So I can care and love for you. So Ariana Clark. My question here is..

Will you be me girlfriend?" He asked.

Even at this moment my lips curved into a warm smile.

"I'd be delighted." I said and pecked his cheek.

"Erm.. Ari? You.. umm. You missed." Jason said making me look at him.

I gave him a confused look until he pointed to his lips.

"Ohh! How could I be so naive?!" I asked and pecked his lips really quick and he gave me a pouty face.

"Pwease? It'll be our fwirst kiss?" He said in the cutest baby voice.

I can't say no to that.

I quickly brought my hand to the back of his neck and pull him forwards.

We both leaned in and when we kissed it was full of lust and love. Bombs. Fireworks. Explosions. Exploded in me and it was the best feeling I've ever had. It later for about a minute or so until we both pulled away out of breath and i leaned my forehead against his.

We both smiled at eachother until I remembered the thought that made my stomach churn. And I couldn't hold in this question any longer.

My smile faded and Jason noticed because he immediately asked ,

" What's wrong baby? Did I do something wrong? Do you regret it?"

He asked , worry present in his voice.

"What no! Jase god no! I just.. Ugh. Jason, how much..??" I asked.

"How much what?" He asked in a worried time still.

"Jason, how much lives have you killed?" I asked in a hurry.

Immediately tension rose in the air and his grip tightened on me and he got tense.

I immediately wish I hadn't asked that.

I'm. So . Stupid.

Great Ari, nice way to ruin the moment,

I thought to myself.

Oh so smart.. Not.

Authors note:

I'm sorry for the short chapters!

That's why I did 2 chapters today.

Hope you liked it(: