Sometimes others I personally know hurt me and don't notice... Do they care about my feelings? Are they there for me when I feel this way? Do they even CARE if I get hurt?
Well those questions will never be answered since they still won't stop... Hurting feelings feels like being kicked in the stomach. My heart breaks and shatters like glass. And my eyes drop water out of them like clouds. My eyes rain all the time just because of the pain.
Nobody can ease me. I'm different then what they expect me to be. Have I changed they asked.. Well I have, and this change isn't right... They say karma will always get you back, but they won't give karma to the ones I speak of. I don't have the right to fight because I can't fight those people.
Those people I want to fight, well I can't fight my friends or family I had. It isn't right, but I just have the urge too... I feel like a beast wanting to hurt, yet I still have feelings! I'm not a heartless soul like some others. I have a heart that is so fragile, it'll shatter into a bunch of pieces like a vase. Have I looked in the mirror? No because I don't like looking at a beast. Some say I have beauty in me, but all I see is ROTTEN... ROTTEN.... ROTTEN.... They don't see anything through my eyes.
I've been hurt a few times, or more like a bunch of times. I try to relieve my stress by being warm, but it ain't working for me. The hurt is to painful. Some think I'm very strong, but all I see is weak and sensitive. Cause I am! I AM SENSITIVE! I'll admit it a few times. Over and over again! SENSITIVE I SAY! SENSITIVE! Nobody can see my true colors, only the one I think about understands me better than anything. And that person is my soul. My sensitive ass soul...
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My life
Non-FictionThis story isn't a BTS story.. Sorry, but I'd like to tell you my life. What I go through and what I have to struggle with. Come join me and learn how life is a big struggle for me. I'm right this because, dont they say "You only have one life to li...
