I feel trapped. Stuck in a world, that nobody knows. And that prison is called, my mind. It hurts me badly. Such as thoughts, words, feelings, just the normal stuff people have trapped in their minds. But, my mind is filled with different kinds of thoughts, words, and feelings that normal sane person may think.
Some people might explain it as a dark aroma suffocating them. The dark aroma surrounds them, then slowly kills that person by suffocating them with pain. The smoke fills their head, and all that person could think about is, death.
Death fills my mind a few times. Whenever that thought comes in, numbness is he next step. I won't feel anything after it. The tears leave my body, and throw to the dark corner, to let me rot. My body is then eaten up by the deadly thoughts, suicide, giving up, what else do you think there is?
I can't do anything about this, neither can you. Nobody can control my mind. The prison, which I am trapped in. The dark prison that no one, but me will have to suffocate in.
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My life
Non-FictionThis story isn't a BTS story.. Sorry, but I'd like to tell you my life. What I go through and what I have to struggle with. Come join me and learn how life is a big struggle for me. I'm right this because, dont they say "You only have one life to li...