Confession

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Jinya's POV

I wake up in my bed. Its saturday means no school. Ohh yeah as soon as the taxi come here at this university i immediatley sneak in. The guards are sleeping so its gonna be easy. I immediatley run and found Aya sleeping so i quietly jump on my bed and sleep.
"Ohhh Hey Jinya! Sorry for the past few days that im not with you im just too busy for the preperation for the festival."said Aya while blow drying her hair
"What festival?"
"Ohh sorry i didn't tell you every March we are celebrating the university's birthday so were celebrating by festival"Aya said while putting her blow dryer on the cabinet
"Ohh okay but i don't like festivals or some celebration it's just wasting my time"
"Okay but can i ask?"said Aya while sitting on her bed
"Sure but make it fast cause im going to shower"
"Okay. Where are you last night because as soon as i arrived here your not in your bed and bathroom?"said Aya while combing her hair using her fingers
"Ohh me? Uhm i just walking around here at school maybe you dont see me."
"Oh ok as you say so. Welp bye! Preperation again"She said while pouting
"Ewww dont do that shitty thing eww!"
"Hahahahaha your face! Alright alright welp bye!"she said while leaving
"Now i gotta go home now before that fuckerboys see me..."
I shower and get my bag. Yep every weekend you can go home and you should be back on sunday. I was gonna open the door when i hear 7 men voices. Psshhh that boys. I immediatley get my baseball bat and hide it at my back. I was ready for this.
"Jinya we know your there! Dont fucking hide or else we will break this door and we fucking gonna kill you!"said Namjoon
"Ohhh kill me? Hhmmm let me think kill me or kill you 7?"
"We will count!"
"You dont need to count because im ready to kill you all"
I open the door loudly and put my bag at the floor. I immediatley sway my baseball bat to my hands. Now im ready.
"It this want you all want? Then i will give it"
I hit Namjoon with my baseball bat loudly. He fell and ill on the ground. I hit Yoongi hardly but he is shaking to punch me. Wtf its not hard!
"You Yoongi boy are you child WTF is that!"
"S-sorry"He said while shaking
"Yoongi-knight go on the dorm! Fuck!"said Namjoon
"Tsss is that what team i will be on? How lame. So please next time bring a good member because this is just a waste of time!"
I immediatley get my bag and leave. How lame. I was so ready and that is just what i get. That is so boring. I walk in the garage and saw Yoongi.
"Jinya...Im very sorry earlier... I didn't-"i cut him
"Tssss how can you be a gangster when you cant fight strong!"
"BECAUSE I CANT HURT THE ONE WHO I LOVE!!!"He said while looking down
"Y-you l-love m-me?"
"Im sorry i didn't mea-"i cut him again
"JUST ANSWER ME!"
"Yes i love you since the day i met you! When i see you my world just stop and all of my sense is in to you!"he said while tears coming down on his eyes
I punch him hardly on the face that cause him fell on the ground and ill because of how much it hurts. It deserve him.
"You cannot love me because my heart is closed! So stop your freaking jerk feelings to me because i will never accept you or even others. My heart is closed because of him..."
I cry when i was walking to my car. Because of him my memories came back. Because of him the things should already forgetten is coming back to my mind. He will pay for it. He will pay for everything.

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