Is He trying?

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Jinya's POV

I was shocked that Suho wear his jacket to mine. Yep it is my mistake to wear a shirt rather than a long sleeves. Jinya Pabo.. My heart is like this again?! It is beating crazy when i saw Jin! Is this love... No it cant be love! I need to get rid of this feelings quickly.. But his presense.. His beautiful eyes,his black messy hair,his nose that is pointy,his cheeks that is red because of blushing,his lips that is kissa- Wait what am i even thinking! Shit gotta go look on somewhere else before he saw me stari- Ohh fucking shit!!! He saw me staring at him!!! I quickly looked down wishing that he will leave anytime. When i looked back at the door he is not there anymore. Phew that was very embarassing.
"Uhm Jinya the food is already here why you are not eating? Are you okay?"Tao asked worriedly
"Uhmm no im fine. Yeah i will eat.."
After we ate our meals. We go to the owner of this restaurant and paid. We just ride a taxi. Once we get to the hospital. We saw the elevator is already closing we ran as fast as we can. When we press the button the elevator stop closing and open widely. We didnt want to wait so we did our best as we could. We didnt mind too the other people that is with us. But once I looked at them..

DarkKnights is here..

I quickly tap the shoulder of Suho. He looked at me confused.
"Uhmm They are here.."
I whispered to him. When his eyes look at them. His hands are now ready to punch someone. I hold his hands even tho i didnt like it. I have to,to save other people's lives. DarkKnights didnt saw us but i know Jin saw us. He didnt want to just tell to his members because he know that if he tell to them this elevator will filled with chaos. But I cant stop myself to tell to someone that they are here. Once we arrived at the 3rd floor DarkKnights went out. The elevator's door closed.
"That fucking bastards! If Jinya didnt just stop me this elevator will be filled with bloods! Bullsh*t!!!"Suho burst out inside of the elevator
We are all shocked and just stay quiet. Once we arrived at the room. I sat on my bed while the boys sat on the couch. Until now we are still quiet. Then Suho throw the vase that is beside him. We are all shocked and no one dare to make any move. Suho is about to throw the pillow i quickly jump from my bed and hug him. Yep another move that i didnt like to do. He is schocked because of what I have did to him. But he just hugged me back.
"Shh its okay Suho. Im fine right now so no need to be worried."
"Are you sure? Do you want me to kill those bastards?"he said while trying to not burst out
"Yeah im fine. Just rest okay?"
He just sighed and place his head on my shoulder. My whole body is shaking right now. This is very familiar..

"FLASHBACK"

We are currently at the park right now trying to relax JangWo. He's appa has been caught with another girl. While his mom is not there at this moment. I tapped his back,I hugged him it is just basically what you have need to do,to relax someone.
"Ji ji.. I want to kill him right now! I want to end his life! How dare he to do that to Omma! Omma is working hard on her job while Appa is doing lovey dovey with another girl! I hate my life!!!"JangWo burst out
I just hugged him. Expectedly he hugged me back. I didnt care if my shirt will get wet or not. I just want to be a good friend to JangWo.
"Shh Its okay Ja jan.. You can do it! Fighting!"
He just sighed and thankfully he stoped crying.
"Ji ji thanks for helping me.. I.. Love you.."he said while shy
"I love you to Ja jan.."
He just smiled we watched the clouds to move. He place his head on my shoulder. The day has end. That was probobly the best moment that has happend between us.

"END OF FLASHBACK
I quickly let move causing Suho to unplace his head on my shoulder. No i dont want to feel this thing again..
"I-im s-sorry I think i need some fresh air.."
I stuttered. Suho is still confused while the others look at me worriedly. I just leave the room and go downstairs to the garden. Yep this hospital has a garden. I just walk until i reach the garden. Once i saw a bench i quickly sat on it. Shit i didnt even bring my phone. I just sighed. I look at the sky. It is very peace and beautiful. When I feel a presence that sat beside me. I didnt mind who sat beside me. Plus i didnt even know him. But my heart beat crazy when i heard his voice.
"The sky is beautiful like you"he said while looking directly at me
When i look at the person that sat beside me. I can feel my heart is beating crazy right now. I can feel the world stopped rotating.

Kim Seok Jin

He was looking directly on my eyes. It is like he is looking at me with pure love and feelings. Why it has to be you?! Why you Kim Fucking Seok Jin!
"W-why a-are y-you h-here?"
Fuck i stuttered. Fuck!!!! He just smirk when he heared me stuttered. Sh*t!
"Let just say that it is because of destiny?"he said full of confidence
"Destiny? Haha Funny. Let me just remind you destiny didnt exist in my world"
I said sarcasticlly. Now lets see who will win.
"Oh on your world? Or maybe on our world"he said while winking at me
When i was about to punch him. He held my hands and stared at my lips. No it cant be! I cant move myself. I feel like my whole body is numb. He cupped my cheeks. Still looking at my lips.
"S-stop please..."
He looked at me shocked. A tear escaped my eye. Then i started crying. He hugged me tight like really tight. I still can be breathe.
"Jinya Im sorry i didnt-"
I cut him
"Im sorry i need to go"
I escaped from his hug then I run away. Far away from that place. Then i bumped into someone's chest.

Suho's Chest

He smiled at me then held my wrist and we walk back to my room. I was quiet while we are walking.
"Why did you run away? Are you not feeling good?"he looked at me worriedly
I just shaked my head in response. He just sighed. I cant still forget about what happend earlier. Is he trying to kiss me? Once we arrived at the room. They all looked at me worriedly. Because i run away earlier yup.
"Dont have to worry guys im fine."
They just nodded. I just sighed and sat at my bed. It is now 5:30pm. Finally i can get out of this hospital. Everything went really fast. I didnt see Jin neither Yoongi. Maybe they are still here. Once we arrived at our house. I plopped myself on my bed and dreamland here i come.

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