I was crying so much, after a week nothing had happened, I was still not pregnant, the worst part was that tae had to go to work, when I mean work he had to go to Japan, and after that to USA which was horrible for me because I had to take in the news by myself.
Tati: Where is my phone.... ah here
I took my phone and called him... he didn't answer, so I checked the time in Japan, it was 7 in the afternoon, he had finished his concert 4 hours ago.
I called again, still no answer, so I just texted him.
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He didn't see my texts, they delivered but he didn't see them, the calls were passing but he wasn't answering, I was starting to get scared, did he get hurt, did something happen. Did he find another girl? What is happening!
Jungkooks POV:
I was in my room, and I got bored so I thought why not go annoy Tae, I walked over to his room and opened it, but immediately closed it when I saw a girl blowing him off. WAIT THE FUCK! Wasn't he married, I opened the door again, walking in without looking at the girl on his dick.
Tae: bro... please don't tell her
Slut: tell who? Wait, you have a girlfriend?
Tae: its complicated
Slut: shit, are you married, I'm out of here.
Jungkook: woah woah woah, you ain't going anywhere, explain...
Slut: he told me he was horny and called me to come over to fix his boner and so I did.
Tae: wtf u crazy bitch, that is not how it happened.
There was a text message on taes phone so I picked it up and looked at the screen... 137 missed calls from Wifey, and 300 texts.. what..the ...fuck she must be so worried.
Jungkook: bro you better fix things right now.
I showed him his phone and he was as shocked as I was.
Tae: WHAT BAD NEWS! Shit shit shit! Clare leave please.
Clare: my pleasure you asshole.
She left the room and I saw him call her, but she didn't answer, she probably was mad at him. Not answering his calls, damn bro.
I left him and went to my room, calling Tati, I mean she is my sister, I am not letting v hurt her again.
*she picked up*
I hear crying...
Jungkook: Tatiana, are you alright, what is wrong.
Tati: well *sniff* I.. me and Tae *sniff* we.. we thought on having *sniff* a baby and... *sniff**sniff* i... it.. im not pregnant, it.. *sniff* it didn't work. And Tae is not picking up and *sniff* he is not reading my text messages and *sniff* I feel like he already got bored of me... I don't know what to do *sniff* I have no one right now and i...*sniff* I am very lonely. *sniff*
Jungkook: I am coming tomorrow, I can't hear you like this, I don't care of you say no, you need some sibling love, stay home and I'll be there first thing tomorrow morning, I will not let anyone come, I will go to support you!
Tati: Jungkookie, I love you big brother! Ur seriously the best.
The next morning..
Tatis POV:
I looked at the time... he should be here any second, and then the door swung right open, I got up and ran to him and have him the biggest hug ever!
Jungkook: sisstteerrrr!!! I missed you.
He broke the hug and he opened his bag, pulling out a bottle of Sake and a box of matcha chocolates and a cute bear pillow.
I hugged him again!!!
Tati: aiissh you didn't have to, now I am going to get fat!
Jungkook: we need to talk.
Tati: yeah...
Just thinking about that made me feel insecure and sad too, I looked at him and he dragged me to the sofa. I gave him a faint smile and he opened the bottle of sake, serving two cups, and he gave me one.
Jungkook: to a long night!
Tati: I will for sure cry as much as this sake bottle! he both chuckled and I drank it, he served me another cup.
Jungkook: He wanted to come too, but I knew you wouldn't be happy about that so I didn't let him come.
Tati: Thanks.
Jungkook: I know I should be telling you this but you are my sister and I don't want to see you suffer. The night that you called Tae a million times, I caught him hitting it off with a girl named Clare.
Tati: I knew it, he always talked about his bestfriend Clare, how she was a lesbian so I should trust him. Fuck. Im so dumb. How could I let it fall like that.
Jungkook: he told me to tell you that he is sorry and that he loves you.
Tati: lies lies lies...
I felt the tears start to overflow my eyes, on the verge of falling on my cheeks.
Jungkook: he also said he wants a divorce.
Those words killed me, I felt the tears run down my cheek, fast, just like as fast as I wanted to see him and slap him across the face.
I am mad
I am sad
I am annoyed
But I am not surprised
Tati: how could I let him use me like that, I actually thought he loved me, I... loved him. And as soon as he leaves another woman is on his skin.
I felt a big pain in my heart, so to stop it I drank more sake, tears running down my cheeks, like rivers that I knew would never dry up.
Jungkook: I'm sorry, Tati. I... I really do want you to get over him, I know it will be hard cause he showed a lot of fake affection towards you, but you have to ...
Tati: JUST STOP! JUNGKOOK! FOR GODS SAKE THAT IS NOT HELPING!! Its fucking obvious that I have to get over him, now I fucking get it, he never had feelings for me, he used me, and I know what everybody says that you will get over him eventually but... I loved him so much, I gave him all my time, I told him all my needs, he helped me every day to get over simple stupid things, and it was all just an act, how could I expect more from him and how he did me in the past. I really thought he was the love of my life. But I was wrong I guess. Everything. His sweet kisses, fake. His box smile, fake. His compliments, fake. His feelings, fake. ALL FUCKing Fake and now What he is okay,? Of course, this doesn't affect him! Aghhh.
Jungkook hugged me because he knew that nothing would make me change my mind at that exact moments, and no words were strong enough to conform me. Not at this exact moment, not right now.
