i was never one to stay to myself.
always loud, always in the spotlight, always the center of attention.
i never understood what it was like to NOT want, to not crave, to not ache for more. outgoing was an understatement.
then i moved and started a new.
i noticed i got quieter.. softer... less acknowledged..
no one knew me..
i began to talk less, stay in more, not care as much..
all my days ran together. life started to be bland.
it became clear that my fear of rejection in the real and unfamiliar world had me hidden away.
earlier today it started to rain. i love the rain. i loved everything about it from the sound to the touch.
then it hit me! and i asked myself:
"how can you enjoy the rain
if you don't get wet?"
~killamankillaman~
