Red Velvet's Love {A James Maslow Love Story}

I'm Okay (C18)

Darcy's P.O.V.

I put my head on James' shoulder. We're laying on the bed. I had no idea how we got out from the bathtub and the rules of dividing space already disbanded. "Is this your first time ?" he asked. "Yeah..I told you,I never had any boyfriend before.How come I could do that" I pointed out. "That's why it's kinda hard" he giggled. "Hey ! Not cool,okay and I know this had been your many times.Gosh,Mr. with full of experience" I exclaimed. "Wait,you didn't mad about all of this.Your virginity had..been..stolen by..me ?" he hesitated. I lifted up my head to look into his eyes. "Um,that moment was kinda fun and I will take that as..I don't care if it's something related about you" I said.

"How about your true love ? You want to create the best story of it" he remarked. "You had ruined my first kiss and now..you already destroyed the other part too.I guess,it's way much better if I'll never ever meet you again after my marriage" I replied. "This would be a plot twist" he joked. All of sudden,we looked at each other in panic. "It's almost 5 !" we screamed. "Come on,James.Get change clothes" I commanded. We quickly moved our butts off,reaching the closet and helping each other to choose the best to wear. As we already prepared,we ran out towards the lobby like participating in a marathon.

Right on time ! We're catching our breath. "Acting being childish,our second option" he told. We couldn't stop smiling as we still in getting more oxygen to breath properly. It's so tiring. "Baa !" someone tried to scare us from behind. I freaked out at first then, "Failed.Not succeed.Not worked out.What a bump" blurted James. It's Logan and Kendall came along with him. "Damn it !" Logan embarrassed. 

*Interview session*

It took place at AOL's Music Department. Vans and I waited out of the stage. Of course,we're not going to be on screen. I felt a little headache,it's kind of spinning around. Gosh,I hate this happened. "You want this ?" Vans held out an isotonic drink. "For what ?" I asked. "You look weak.Are you okay ?" Vans worried. "I'm fine.Thank you so much" I accepted her offer. I gulped down the drink,too thirsty and dehydrated. I widened my eyes and look at Vans."Do you have another one more ?" I pointed out. "Yeah,just left one for..the extra" she gave a bottle to me. "Great.Thanks again" I appreciated. 

As the boys still weren't on air yet for the live interview,I reached out for James. "Drink it up.Get your energy back after the bathtub scene.Okay,bye" I gave him the drink and directly just leaved away. I didn't want to get any trouble because of the interjected. I turned on him when I sat down. He showed a big smile. The interview went well. A good promotion of the tour concert,strategy planning.

*Back to the hotel,1316's room*

I tried to get some rest,lying down on the couch. James sat next to me on the floor. We looked at each other. "So,actually..what's up with us ? I'm getting confuse right now" he asked. "Do you have any feeling towards at me ?" I asked instead of answering his question. He closed his eyes,trying to think and feel something. Few minutes later,"Nope.I've nothing to do with you..just frenemies" he replied. "How about you ?" he added before I even reacted. 

Think about your true love.I don't want to find it but my Prince Charming will come to me someday.Not in a desperate way like James always did.The true love that I'll never act rudely and treat him harshly like I already slapped,kicked and nudged James. The one that I love to see him through happiness and not like James that I got annoyed to have him in a happy mood.

"Never ever do.I'm not going to be in love with you.Trust me" I convinced. "So,then..our love just an act" he confirmed. "Yes.It always be" I continued.

*Next morning*

 I felt cold.The chills were flowing through my inner and outer skin. I shivered hard. I covered up my whole body even though the light from the sun already shone brightly through the window. I couldn't get myself up. I was sick. I heard James in the bathroom,taking his shower and prepared for the day hangout. I just laid down,too weak to move at all.

"Darcy,wake up ! We're about to conquer New York today" he cheered,walking towards me. "Just go.Leave me alone.I can't.I'm sorry" I said. He looked worried and felt my forehead. "You got fever.Oh my god.I gotta..I gotta..." he paniced. "It's fine.Have fun with the boys,okay" I assured. "No,I can't leave you by this condition.I will take care of you" he decided,taking off his black jacket. "You shouldn't" I disagreed.

Our conversation broke off by knock from the door. James got the door and he came back after I heard the mad voice of Kendall. Duh,now what ? "It's me and you.Stay calm there.I will be your doctor" he remarked. "James,listen to me.Just leave me !" I glared. "I won't.Never ever" he protested. "I just...want the best for you.Spending time together with the boys" I sighed.

"And I also want the best of you.You want me to feel guilty for the whole lifetime if I leaved you in sick like this.I will not going to forgive myself just because bad thing happen to you" he explained.

"I'm okay...as long as I'm under your oversight" I said.