Red Velvet's Love {A James Maslow Love Story}

Honestly (C22)

Darcy's P.O.V

I woke up when the sunlight through the window hit me up from the peaceful night. As I opened my eyes,I saw an unusual yet the most annoying face I ever kept in my memory. That face already stuck and stumped me,making me confused with everything about this whole life.

But,last night..I let it all go. I finally overcome my fears and the truth had been expressed. It's a brand new and weird risk I'm taking it right now. Dating my frenemies -James.

I saw his face,still sleeping next to me. He's my first frenemies,he's my first kiss,he's my first sex and now..he's my first boyfriend. The first and only. I've no idea if I should really work out on this relationship. I don't want any awkward moments at all.

I was too scared to handle this stuff. Why me ? Why it've should be me ? James is a gorgeous guy and he's totally not a fit for me. I mean,I'm just too ordinary and nothing special but why he fell over me ? 

I was still lying in bed,too stressed out with all those stuff stuck in my mind. "Good morning,my girl" James suddenly whispered to me. I looked at him,just woke up and yawning. I gave him an awkward smile. "What's wrong,D ?" he worried on my face expression. "Nothing" I replied shortly and quickly got up from the bed and walked to shower room.

James' P.O.V.

I felt bad,weird,shocked as she just got up and leaved. I know,there must be something wrong.Well,you're dealing with love specialist though. I smiled at myself. I have to do something. I walked towards the shower room. She locked the door. Okay,I couldn't go in it. Darcy,you're really good in reading my intention. I took this chance to eavesdrop because I heard her voice talking to herself. 

 "Okay,listen here Darcy.You need to face it all up. You've to be confident. Oh,James ! I'm not beautiful at all and why you've to choose me to dig on ? Ugh, the real problem is..I never been in any relationship. Just act normal and don't show you're weak ..at all. Remember that Darcy..he's your first time of everything and you've to give this first chance for yourself too. Well,I admit this is hard to go through but you're Darcy. You can do it !"

Wow,that's such a motivated talk. She's such a weirdo but I don't even know why I fall in love with her. She's also my first time I scared to confess because I don't want to get over a rejection. It turned out to be well good. I giggled. Darcy,you're such a cutie. 

We packed our things up. It's time to leave the New York and moving on Vermont. The room just fall silent. It feels like she's trying to put a world apart from me. What should I really do..like seriously ? Never ever a girl did to me this way. Darcy is a total different.

She's trying to take out her heavy luggage that been placed on top of the closet but too bad,her height is obstructed her to do what she should. She turned around on me and pointed at her luggage. "Please.." she smiled. I walked towards her. "Oh,who do you think you are..huh ? Your slave ?" I joked. She just couldn't stop giggling. 

I got closer to her instead helped her for the luggage. She raised her head up to look at my pair of eyes that hard to break the stare on hers. I was about to kiss her but then,she slit upon my act. "But that doesn't mean we're good" she gave a really serious look. 

I pulled myself from her. "What do you mean by that ? Isn't last night we already get it over. You're mine and I'm yours..in real,right ?" I remarked. "Get my luggage not lips" she instructed. I took a deep breath,trying to be in a relieve mood. I don't want to get a fight with her. I thought she's not like the other girls I dated before..full of drama,ugh ! 

She kept standing next to me while I took her luggage. Damn it,so heavy ! What the heck in it ?! Somehow I shouldn't show my weakness in front of her. I tried my best to lift and landed the luggage safely on the floor. Suddenly,I lose my balance. I fell down,the luggage was next to me but-

I was on top of Darcy. Both of my arms trapped her from releasing. Our faces were really an inch away. I felt her warm breath while she's totally in paralyzed. I couldn't handle it anyway,not my fault. I already got her luggage why not her lips right now. Slowly,my lips reached hers. I kissed her and she didn't break it at all. She stroked my hair and holding the kiss,never letting go.

I lifted her up while we're still kissing. I thought she wanted to finish but the sparks flew in the air around her maybe. Well,it doesn't matter to me. I like to kiss her. More than like though. I sat in the bed and she was on my lap. Her lips kept brushing mine,her arms wrapped around my neck. The touch gave me a secure aura to have. 

She's finishing her final touch on my lips. At last,our eyes locked up. She swallowed,trying to speak. I grabbed her and got her lying in bed. I was next to her. We just looked up on the ceiling. Wow,I never thought it was kind of beautiful with the carving. It's such a nice and fine work. She started to laugh.

"You're just getting so high with those kisses. Hungry,huh ?" I blurted. "And I thought you're going to have sex in the middle of our packing session" she replied. We're still keeping our eyes on the ceiling even we're in the conversation. "Are we good...now ?" I asked. "I'm so sorry about what just happened..I'm being a total jerk" she sit herself up,looking down on the floor. 

Quickly,I got myself up and sat next to her. I threw my arm around her. She put her head on my shoulder. My other hand held hers. I just wanted the best of her. "I'm not beautiful like your previous ex. Miranda nor Halston,I-I just-.." she stopped as I touched her chin. "Look,you think you might not beautiful as them.You're breathtaking. I doesn't dig on Darcy's beauty..I always dig on just Darcy Winters. I'm in love with the real who you are" I revealed all about her low confidence.

"Promise me..you wouldn't break my heart at all ?" she make a deal,showing me her pinky finger. 
"I will never,I promise" I hooked mine with hers. "Oh well,if you did..I still can break your bones or skull" she smirked. "If you dare..." I said. 

She nudged my arm hardly. Ouch ! This is totally a real Darcy that I fall over. "Yeah..miss that !" I rubbed the pain. She giggled.