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I was numb, my body hurt and everything felt wrong... Was I expecting anything new though? This is Kim Namjoon, and I'm about to tell you my story.

"Mommy? Daddy?" I held that teddy in my hands as tight as I can, roaming the house to find my parents. "Please come out... I'm scared of the dark..." The tears trickled down my face slowly as I peeked around the corner of the hall.

The scene I saw before me had widened my eyes as my breath hitched, my hands were shaking so much it was bound to drop that teddy as well.

Tears ran down faster than before, showing my fear and exhaustion. No words escaped my mouth as he walked towards me with those bloody hands. His eyes were dark but soft, he seemed to be filled with... regret and satisfaction.

It scared me...

"I'm so sorry..." he whispered quietly as he pulled me into a hug, a hug in which was only given when he feels the need to love.

"Daddy..." My voice was hushed, coming out as a small but steady whisper. "Hurt mommy..."

He pulled away, shaking as I backed up slowly. "Baby... Daddy didn't mean too. Daddy loves mommy a lot–"

I shook my head rapidly, showing how much I disagreed. He never loved her and I knew it. He wanted the money she had in her hands. He wanted her body, he wanted everything but her love or to give her the love she wished for...

Anger washed over him in an instant. "You son of a bitch... go to your room." He growled as I grabbed my teddy, running up to my room as I sat on the edge of my bed. Silence filled the whole house, until I heard a dragging sound on the floor.

I closed my ears as I hear a door shut and there was silence...

Tears fell down my eyes. Being this age and experiencing this kind of shit was terrifying. I had no where to run, or anywhere to hide from the evil person who was beating me down.

My door slammed open, I hid under that shelf for the life of it. He looked everywhere but went out instead as I heard the front door slam shut once again.

"Mommy..." I choked out, leaving my teddy on my bed as I walked down. I had to be brave... like a man, right?

I ignored the blood stains on the floor as I grabbed my notebook and ran back to my room.

12 Years Later

"Get out of this house!" He screamed at me as I grabbed my bags that were thrown on the ground.

I didn't leave... he did.

He killed the only person I loved, I did the same thing. A smile formed on my face as I watched him lay lifeless on the floor.

"Paybacks a bitch." My voice was dark as everything turned away. My smile faded and my feelings flooded.

Nothing was in me at all...

I felt no sympathy or sadness... not even a tinge of regret. He deserved this, and everyone knows it...

"Have fun." A whisper left my lips as I closed the door.

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This is dark...
Sorry for taking so long,
I had some things come up,
And yeah...
Hope y'all liked
The chapter.

Now,
You know his background...
Have fun being confused
Later on.

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