i feel so much pain
i cant find a way to stop it
i wanna stop loving you
so i tried a new thing
i tooke a shaving blade and.......sliced one time
it felt......good
it makes my pain and love go away but when the blood stops coming.....
the pain and love comes back
when the emotiones came back to me i realized what you have done to me
why me
why do i love you
namjoon
even if you ever see the scar
will you care
even if you didnt i whould still love you
maybee...
YOU ARE READING
i still loved you
Fanfictioni loved you and i still do but.....for you it was just a joke......or so i thought.....but if you didnt act the way you did back then... i whouldnt have found him.