So instead of making things easier they both decided to continue to argue with each other. "What are you talking about Talone? Your the one who has the messed up life!" says Natalia. "You know what you are just a jealous, immature little girl!" says Talone. I regretted stepping in but somebody had to. "You both are acting immature! You need to put your past aside and move on! You may hate each other I don't care! You both are my friends and I really need your help!" They actually be quiet for a minute and I think they are done. I was wrong. Natalia continues but this time at me. "Wow you are being so selfish right now! We have problems too. If you hadn't brought him things would be just fine." I argue back too. "Natalia if it weren't for him I wouldn't be here right now. I wouldn't have any idea where to go! So you should be thanking him!" That is the first time I have ever yelled at her like that. Something slipped out after I said what needed to be said. "I am sorry that he has been there for me more than you have Natalia! I am sorry that I am falling in love with him!"
I have never imagined me saying something so foolish. I cannot believe I admitted that to him. Well not to him but to Natalia. I need to leave them. I need to figure out what I am going to do next. How is he going to react to this mistake? I feel like going back to the place where I don't belong and drowning my sorrows into my soft pillow. Maybe that is where I belong.
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FantasyI have to find them. I have to leave this place. I need to go now. I have to leave this world behind. My true self is taking over me and I cannot live this life as if I am a fraud. I have a long journey ahead of me and I am prepared.
