My heart is sinking straight to the bottom of my stomach. I am speechless. I turn to him and keep it simple and say, "Well that's not what I was expecting. We should probably get going." Just when I didn't want things to be awkward he had to make things awkward by saying those three fat words. " I love you." There were others obviously but those are the main ones that really got me. I don't know how things are going to be between us now. If I do find my parents will I decide to start dating him? Will they accept him? I don't need to be worrying about this right now. I just have to find my parents and find out my plans from there. We head for Scarticus Forest and it feels like ETERNITY. We sit there and make small talk. All we pretty much said "yeah" and "cool". It felt like we were complete strangers. We both new how we felt about each other, but we didn't know how to react.
We are almost to Scarticus Forest. I want to say "I am so glad you are here with me right now and that you feel the same way." I cannot say that though. I want him to be the first to say something. I want him to be the first to break the silence. I want him to be the first to say everything is going to be okay.
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FantasyI have to find them. I have to leave this place. I need to go now. I have to leave this world behind. My true self is taking over me and I cannot live this life as if I am a fraud. I have a long journey ahead of me and I am prepared.
