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DRUNK

Yoongi hears repeated doorbells and knocks on the door
"Baby I'm here! Open the door!"
It's Hobi.

Yoongi runs to open the door, he was greeted by drunk Hobi pushing him back on the door, kissing him on the lips.
Yoongi shocked by the sudden action he pushes Hobi
"I missed you" says Hoseok with a big smile on his face going in for a hug but Yoongi steps back
"What are you doing here? And drunk?"
"I'm celebrating because the love of my life came back"

Yoongi takes Hobis hand and pulls him inside
"I wanted to see you and be with you again" finding his way to the couch, he sets himself down slowly, patting the empty spot next to him, asking yoongi to sit with him.
As soon as Yoongi sits, the younger boy kisses him desperately, hot breath and the scent of alcohol mixing and filling the space between them.

"Hobi..Ho..seok.." Yoongi groaned and pushes him away
Hobi reaching for the older boys shirt, all he wanted was to get him naked, to explore him..to touch every single inch of his body. He misses him badly..
"STOP"

"Yoongi im hurting..if you don't want to take me back, let's do it one last time, please?" Hobi looks down avoiding eye contact.
Yoongi grabs the younger boys face and presses his forehead against Hobis.
"As much as i want to, we can't do this Hoseok..you're drunk..you're completely out of it"
With glassy eyes Hobi looked at him
"don't use that as an excuse! I'm here, I'm all yours."
As much as Yoongi wanted to do him, he knew he shouldn't..it wouldn't be right if he did it with Hobi in this state.

Letting out a soft sigh pulling Hobi into a hug burying the younger boys head in his neck while soft petting his hair. Yoongi could feel the warm tears spilling from Hobis eyes down to his neck..it was painful to see him cry.

"I hate you" Hobi cries out, his head still in Yoongis chest
"I know"
"I don't think I'll ever forgive you for hurting me.."
"I know"

"You said you loved me..you took my happiness away, this has brought me an enormous  amount  of pain and i swear I've tried...I've tried so hard to fight this feeling, but i can't stop loving you..I know you Yoongi, i know your heart, and i know you still love me too! So why won't you take me back?"
At this point Hobis tears werent the only ones running down.

It hit Yoongi  how much hurt he must've caused Hobi as he barely recognized the younger boy that is in front of him..he looked so fragile his sadness was visible
"I'm so fucking sorry Hoseok.."
 
Hobi still crying..Yoongis hand moved from his head to his back patting lightly, "you can get through this, you will forget me i know you will"
Hobi cries even harder, the fact that Yoongi wanted him to forget the 3 years..everything they've been through, hurt him even more..
Hoseoks breaths were quick and full of dread
Yoongi worried because he remembered that Hoseok had asthma..
he hrabs Hobis face
"Hoseok i need you to breathe properly, please calm down stop crying please..everything's okay"
Yoongis voice was maintained cautiously soft towards the younger boy..but couldn't get him to stop crying

"Hey Hoseok look at me" the two locked eyes, Hobi cheeks wet and eyes red, yoongi drying the tears with his thumbs.
"It'll be alright, okay?" Hobis head still foggy but nodded
"When i leave i promise that i won't contact you anymore, you said i was making it harder for you, so i will stop..then you'll be able to distance yourself from me"

"All of this is hurting me! Im hurting myself for not letting go of you! I always ruing everything..our relationship didn't turn out the way i expect it to..having you here right now makes me want to hug you more and more and never let go! I can't, and i don't want to stop seeing you, you live in me Yoongi..i want to go wherever you go. Please just for a moment be mine again, just for a moment tell me you love me.."

The older boy tried to ignore his overly fast beating heart, he wanted to pretend that everything was okay when it wasn't.
"I love you Hoseok-ah" Yoongis words were soft,
hearing those words for the first time in a long time caused a small smile to crawl up on Hobis face

The two boys were bruised  and needed tome to heal
As of right now Yoongi only cared about this moment he wanted to feel Hoseok close and have him in his arms one last time, he hugs him tighly..
An hour past, still in the same position without knowing Hobi fell to sleep in his arms
Yoongi reaching out for his phone on his pocket,

calling..