Lone and loved

November 19th 2017 {Sunday}

So okay. It was like 1am and I was just bored in bed. My phone buzzed and it was a friend request from Dylan on facebook. I just looked at if for a while and was real confused, when I picked it up I saw his profile picture. And it was this cute ass picture if him and Mack's foreheads together from the side. Even with a small hearts around. It was so cute. After the fangirling I accepted it and like two minutes I get a call on messenger by him.

The video chat comes and the first thing I see is Dylan sitting on Mack's lap. Like what. How can some people be this cute, adorable. They had both this spark in their eyes, I could see it on them even tho Mack wad looking a little down. Dylan just says excited "WOW, you pick up". I came back with this slow "Yes". Mack looked up for a little to see and looked down again, he looked real tired. I asked them how they found. Mack said it with a direct tone "Recommendations" "NO, we found this file on my computer saying "A good human begin comes up if u click" Dylan said in a cheerful way. Like  he wants Mack to feel better.

Mack's mouth went closer to Dylan's ear ignoring what he just said. "We will go back to bed, hun. I just want to talk to her" Dylan said directly towards Mack in this warm and calm voice. He directed his head towards the screen but not his attention. "This cinnamon roll here slept over, like he always does. And we were up really late, so he just want to sleep. With me. More" he said in a tone that's calm and serious at the same time. I was just "Awww"-ing at them. "So this is just a wild guess but you're together right" I said in a questioning way. Dylan replied as soon he heard it and proudly said "Yes". Mack just blushed so much he was hiding behind Dylan. As Dylan took his head up and almost closed his eyes he said "Oh we have to go. I think I heard mom shut "breakfast" so gotta go. Bed? Yeah" And leaned forwards to end the call. Right before it shouts down i get to say "goodbye" confused.
I leaned back in my chair with all of my upper body even my head and thought to myself "Only if she was mine. Like they are each others"

Later at the day I get a request from Mack. And he messaged me

Mack J
Just so u know we've been together for a while, I just don't wanna make a big deal out of it

Skylare A
Oh

Mack J
You're not gonna ask y

Skylare A
No I don't really care y it's your reason. I should't ask y.

Mack J
Reasonable I see

Skylare A
Well I try

Mack J
I need to go

Skylare A
Yeah see ya

Mack J
Bye

I didn't know know he could be so forward with his words. I really need to be more social with people. Well not massive just got to know these people a little before I dare to do something with this stupid crush. What a tragic thought.

Out of the topic. I've been alone in the house all day. My brother on soccer practice the his girlfriend. And my dad driving everywhere from south to west, he went to his girlfriend's place. Yeah my parents are divorced, I live with my dad. Some weekend with my mom. But my dad asked if I wanted to come with him. And as I always do i said "no". I don't know why i say it I want ti go outside but still kind of not.
Need to go I'm hungry and it's late. That thing school is tomorrow so can't be late. I'm always late. Time to eat.

byexo