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I'm sorry Ally. You say that you want to be my friend yet you still act like you hate me. And trust me when I say this baby, but it's true hunny I know you. I did love you and that was then maybe if you didn't break me then maybe I wouldn't want to be dead. Aly I do care and I do want to be your friend but you make it hard to care and hard to love you when you act like I put you in heartbroken dread. I care and I want to be your friend because Aly you are in pain every day and I blame myself for it except your eyes and thoughts are disguised making you unable to see the truth, you blame me for the way you feel because I am the only one that will take it and believe it because I hate myself in every way possible and I care and believe what people see because even I am blinded by the darkness of my own thoughts. I am sorry for being a complete prick. And I'm sorry that I blamed you for all of my problems and all of my sorrow. You don't deserve it and you never have. You mean so much to me and I hope that you'll consider being friends again. I'm sorry Aly.