I Didn't Expect to Fall so Hard (One Direction/Harry Styles fanfiction)

Chapter 2

    About a week later, I felt comfortable to walk around my area of London alone, so i went for a short walk. I saw many different things that amazed me. There were so many beautiful faces surrounding me. I felt like an outcast because everyone here had accents except for me and I just felt so different. It was a warm November day which was awkward, but I'll take it! I realized that I should be enjoying this day just be a normal person as everyone around me  was. I soon felt comfortable walking around feeling normal. The area of London that I was in was very nice and peaceful and not too crowded. It felt so amazing to be here. I had always dreamed of being in England especially London. I was also very happy to know that I was in the same place as One Direction! I was just such a big fan and loved everything about them. Oh god I just wanted to marry them. It was a dream come true to be breathing their air. The part of London I was in was very green with trees and parks. I thought it was lovely, for i was a nature girl and loved looking at nice parks and anything green and calming. It was very, picturesque. I was in a place that I always used to dream about. It was like an escape for me; a beautiful escape.

FLASHBACK

        The plane had just boarded, I missed my home in Albany. I missed my mom. She wasn't a bad person, I don't know what got into her. I had no idea she had drugs in the house. Now i miss her and wished I was with her again. I started to cry missing her, my home, my friends, and especially, my dad. I know he died when I was three, but I still remember him. His bright eyes and smile always lit up my heart more than anything. He was such a nice man who was so friendly with a heart of gold and head filled with knowledge. I guess that is where I got my brains and kindness from even though I could never be as sweet as my father. my father was a wonderful man. My mother told me about all of the great things that he did for people. I'm so proud of my dad and I hope that he is somewhere up there watching me. Of course me as an emotion person started to cry more. I didn't really want to go to England. I wanted to stay in Albany with all of my friends and a place that I liked to be and was used to. I tried to be happy and think of the only five people that actually made me happy; One Direction. As of now, they were irrelevant, but  and Moments by One Direction filled my head.

"Shut the door, turn the light off I wanna be with you I wanna feel your love"

"I wanna lay besides you, I cannot hide this, even though I try."

"Heart beats harder, time escapes me"

"Trembling hands touch scared it makes this harder"

"And the tears stream down my face."

        Liam's crisp, clear, and soothing voice got me even more emotional and I cried even more. I knew the song because it was on you-tube after their album was released in the UK. The man sitting behind me asked me if I was okay, and i told him that I was and stopped crying. Sweet of him to ask me if I was okay which I really wasn't but I didn't want to just tell a random stranger about what I just went through. I had to see my mom get taken away knowing that she will be living in a filthy jail cell for three years. I love my mom, but after what she did, I'm not sure what to think of her. I then fell into a deep sleep. 

"Oh, oh my god I'm so sorry!" I heard a familiar voice speak. It was deep and slow with a British accent.

     I looked up and saw bright green eyes and I smiled brightly when I realized that it was Harry Styles.