Bottom evan/vanoss oneshot [THIS BOOK IS COMPLETE!]

Request number #3

Request by ImAllFandomTrashRn
Plot: Evan been feeling depression he try to ignore it but it's get worst. He try to kill himself but Jonathan save him just in time.

Evan pov
just an average boy, he always wore a smile he was cheerful and happy.
I was doing homework all by myself. As I was done my parents called me.
Evan Dad: Evan!
Evan: coming!
I came walking down the stairs and saw my parents looking happy at me.

for a short while now he's older things getting colder life's not what he thought, he wished someone had told him.
Evan: you called Dad?
Evan Dad: yes I did.
Evan: did something happen?
He smile at me and told me congrats on my grade
Evan Dad: I'm proud of you son!
I smile at him and he hugs me so did mom I hug back both of them.
Evan mom: I'm proud of you son!
Evan: thanks!
'Worthless'
He told you he was down you let it slip by so from then on he kept on the inside he told himself he was alright but he was telling white lies can't you tell? Look at his dull eyes
I sighed and went upstairs. I got my box with my friend in it and went to the bathroom I cut my wrist. I continue cutting in till I stop on 15. I heal it and warp it up. I clean up the blood went to my room put away my friend and went to sleep.
-two day later-
I got all A+! But I a A- on my math. My parent are going to be piss. I walked home when I felt someone tap my shoulder. I turn and blush.
Jon: hey!
Evan: h-hi.
We talk on till a girl came up on him.
Girl: babe!
Jon: yes.
Girl: I'm hungry!
Jon: where do you want to go?
Girl: hmm....how abo-why are you talking to thing?! He a freak let's go!
She drag him away and he just ignore me.
'Freak'
tried to stop himself  from crying almost every night but he knew there was no chance of felling alright summer came by, all he wore was long sleeves 'cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see he knew he was depressed didn't want to admit it didn't think he fit it everyone seemed to miss it he carried on like a soldier with a battle wound bleeding out
I took a deep breath and release. Than walk home. Once I got home I saw my parents there waiting to see my grade I give them my report card. They smile but it fade when they saw my math.
Evan Dad: why do you have a A- in math?!
from every cut his body consumed he had no friends at school, all alone he sat and if someone were to notice he would blame the cat but those cuts on his wrist they were no mistake but no one cared enough to save her from this self hate things were going down, never really up and here he is now stuck in this stupid rut.
I stay silent than he just sighed and walk up to me.
Evan Dad: promise that you'll bring this up?!
I nod and he smile at me and went up stairs soon run up stairs to my room.
-couple month-
My depression got worst people keep ignoring me I get bullied I cut more and I been drinking secretly with out my parent noticing. I got a text from Jon (btw they exchange numbers.)
He knew exactly what he had to do next just stand on that chair and tie the rope around his neck he wrote a letter with his hands shaking wild "look at me now are you proud of your precious child?" but he knew that his parents weren't the one to blame it was the world that should bow down it's head in shame he stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon just don't think, it'll all be over soon the chair fell down as he took his final breath it's all over,all gone, now he's greeting death
Jon: Evan! Are you okay? You haven't been to school for a while now and your parent keep saying that your sick but I don't buy it. Please text me!
Evan: why do you care? Shouldn't you be worry about your girlfriend or something!
Jon: we both broke up. Why you ask? Because she was cheating on me with my trusted friend. So I dump her ass.
I giggled and took a another slip of whiskey.
his mum walks in, she falls down to the floor and now nothing can take back what she just saw the little boy that she raised is just hanging there his body's pale and his face is violently bare she seen the note and unfolds it with care all she does is stare "how can this be fair?" She starts reading as tears roll down her face
Jon: Evan where are you?
Evan: home why you ask?
Jon: Evan!....are you drunk?!
Evan: hehe....maybe!
Jon: stay where you are don't move!
Evan: why?
I'm sorry mum but this world is just not my place I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in I've come to realize this world's full of sin there's nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race it's a disgrace I was misplaced born in the wrong time and in the wrong place it's okay though 'cause you'll see me soon you'll know when your time has come just look at the moon as it shines bright throughout the night and remember everyone's facing their own fight but I can't deal with the pain I'm not a fighter you'll make it through the night just hug your pillow tighter so let the world know that I died in vain.
Jon: I'm coming to get you so don't move.
Evan: Yea right l'll see when I'll believe it.
We both stop texting and I drank a little more and went downstairs got a rope and chair
'Cause the world around me is the one to blame and I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone 'cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on that's what they use to tell me, all those kids at school.
I tied the rope and hang it on my wall I wrote a note and left it on my bed. I finished drinking my whiskey and sighed.
So I'm going by the law majority rules my presence on this earth is not needed any longer and if anything I hope this makes you stronger you're the best friend that I ever had such a shame I had to make you so very sad
I put the rope around my neck and was ready to jump but something or someone pull me away.
?: what are you doing!?
just remember that you meant to me and to my heart you're the only one that held the key now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write.
Evan: Jonathan! What are you doing here?!
Jon: saving your left! Commit suicide is not always the answer!
I turn away and looked at the floor. He pick me up and brought me to the bathroom.
and yes I lost my flight but please just hold on tight I'm watching over you from the clouds above and sending down the purest and whitest dove.
He pulled up my sleeves and gasp.
Jon: Evan! Why?
I stay silent and looked down. He treat my wound some were new and fresh.
To watch over you and be my helpful eye so this is it world

"Goodbye"
He took me back to my room and sat me on my bed he took the rope off and took the chair down stairs. I stared at the moon and whisper to myself why couldn't I done it quicker. He come back and sit on my bed. He talk and talk.
Jon: Evan I have to tell you something.
Evan: what is it?
Jon: I-I....................love you
I was stunned and I smile at him.
Evan: I love you too.
We both lean in and kiss. We kiss for a minute and part. We smile at each other and fell a sleep hand in hand
(I know you're expecting it where Evan kill himself but I couldn't do it plus not only that I almost cry. And I hat when I cry. So yay sorry that is different.)