Bottom evan/vanoss oneshot [THIS BOOK IS COMPLETE!]

"I'm fine."

(Here is an another request. Request by rolulover50. I hope you enjoy this chapter!!)

Evan pov
I woke up and groan a bit. I looked at my phone and saw delirious was calling me. I pick it up.

E-Evan
Del-delirious

E: hello?

Del: hey evy! How are you today?

E: I'm fine why?

Del: just making sure that you are okay and well.

E: I'm fine I was just sleeping that's all.

Del: sleeping?! It's 2:00 in the afternoon!!

E: yea, I was live streaming yesterday and I didn't get any sleep until I was really tried.

Del: poor evy bear. You know staying up late is really bad for your health.

E: look who talking.

Del: I only stay up because I'm getting old.

E: pfft yea right.

Del: shutch up!!

We both talked for a while then we both hung up. I got up and went to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. "Disgusting." I said. I saw nothing but fat on me.

I took a nice fresh shower and force myself to eat something even if I didn't wanted too. I sat on the couch and sigh to myself. "No one will ever love me." I said.

-time skip-

"Jon, what are you doing here?" I question. "I just wanted to see if you want to hang out?" He said. I nod my head and let him inside my house. "Nice place." He said.

"Thanks, if you want you can sit down on the couch. I'm gonna go change really quick." I said. He nod his and went to the living room. 'D-did he see my fatness?! Hopefully he didn't." I thought.

I went to my room and looked at the clothes I had. "No no definitive not that. No, no....I think this one will do." I said. I changed into the clothes.

"We he find this weird on me? One way to found out." I said. I went to the couch where I saw delirious on his phone. "Ready?" I said. He turn around and started to blush.

"Wow, y-you look so amazing Evan." He said. I started to blush and play with my skirt part.

(What Evan is wearing.)

"Thanks, um should we go." I asked. He nod his head at me and we both exited out the door.

-time skip-

"I had fun today." I said. He smile at me. "I'm glad that you had fun." He said. I just smile as well. "Well, it's getting late....do you want to stay over night." I asked.

"Nah, maybe nexts time. Well, good night evy bear." He said. I just waved bye at him still smiling. I went inside. "No, kiss or anything....he doesn't love me at all."

-Warning a little bit gross/gruesome? Beware-

I went to the bathroom and went down to my knees on the toilet. "I-I don't....I hate my life." I said. I got two of my fingers and put them down to my throat I gag.

I did it a couple of times and I threw up what I eat. I coughed a bit then wipe my mouth I know I had tears in my eyes I got and clean my mouth and wipe my tears.

"Evan?" A familiar voice said. I looked to my right and saw Jon with wide eyes. "D-did you force yourself to throw up?!" He said panicked. I looked down and started to tear up.

"Why? Why are you doing that it's-" I cut himself off. "It's what! Is it because I'm fat!!" I yelled. He looked at me confused. "What?" He questions.

"I do because I'm too fat! I-I don't deserve to be love or....I don't even deserve to be alive!!" I yelled again. Jon came up to me and kiss me. I blush and kiss him back.

We both part and I looked at him in the eyes. "Jon, please take me....I can't handle this lonely and pain anymore." I said. He kiss my head. "Go really slow and gentle on you evy." He said.

-18+ scenes up ahead-

"Your so beautiful Evan." He said. I blush and looked the other away. He turn my head to face him and I blush even more. He licked down to my stomach and pulled my legs up.

"J-Jon, this is embarrassing." I said. He smirk down at me and lick my hole. I moan and he put in two of his fingers. I moan even louder. "Jon~" I moan out his name.

He put in three fingers and continued to eat me out. "Jon there~" I moan again. He hit that spot again and I came. He lay my legs down and went to my drawers.

He found my lube and smirk even more. "What's this~?" He tease. "I-I can explain!!" I said quickly. "You don't need to be embarrassed baby boy." He said.

He lube up the toy and slowly put it inside me. I mew quietly and looked at him. "Moan louder baby boy." He said. He move the toy faster and I moan louder.

"Jon, hit there please~" I said. He hit it again then he pulled out the toy. He line himself to my hole and slowly push in. "Ahh!" I moan. "Did it hurt? Do you want me to stop?" He said.

I nod my head no. "No, I-its feel so good." I said. I mean it does hurt but it will soon turn into pleasure. He move very slowly so he wouldn't hurt me.

I moan a few times then he slowly pulled out and rammed right inside of me. "Ahhh~!" I moan. I arch my back and I saw him lick his lips.

"Let's see if I can go harder~" he said. He went hard and fast on me. "J-Jon~" I moan again. "Fuck." He said. He went a little bit faster then he came inside as I came again.

He pulled out of me and lay down next to me. He kiss my head and gently rub my face. "I love you Evan." He said. "I love you too Jon." I said. We both close our eyes and went to dreamland.

(Sorry for taking long on your request.)