Never let you go. (Jariana)

Part 2 - Thinking 'bout you.

ARIANA'S P.O.V
As I woke up.. thoughts are started to cave into me. I barely had any sleep last night. I really can't grasp the mere fact that Cole did that to me.. and he's out of my life. permanently. I started crying again. Then my phone went off, It's my bestfriend, Kendall. I instantly wiped off my tears because she doesn't know anything of what happened yet.

-- ON CALL: KennyBabes 💘 --
(Kendall is in BOLD. Ariana is the one with the underline)

Ariana! I saw the headlines today. Is it true that you went out of a resto crying!
Care to explain missy?!

Good morning to you too, babes. Yes it's true. I was about to tell you last night. But I was tired all I wanted to do was shut down my world and sleep.

SO WHAT THE HECK EXACTLY HAPPENED TO YOU? I'm worried sick!

Well to cut the story short. Me and Cole broke up. I broke up with him.

WHAT THE AFTUAL F?! How? Why?

Remember the time when he went on a vacay in his hometown? It happens that his ex lives there and they met up. They went out. and as per what he said the girl insisted to stay at his place. and something miraculously happened. Now, 2-3 months after. The girl called. She's pregnant.

OH HELL NO?!?!! Cole did that to you?! Oh God! I'm very sorry to hear that sweetie. I'll come over tonight after my errands okay? God he's the worst! You literally can do better okay hun? You got me, our friends, your family and your supporters. We love you endlessly.

You're the best, Ken. I'll wait for you kkay? Thank you so much. I love you too!

Anything for you, Girllll! See you. Bye!

Bye.

-- CALL ENDED --

Speaking of the devil.. Cole texted me.

-- TEXT MESSAGE: My Jughead 😍 --
"oh okay i haven't changed his name yet."
CONTACT NAME CHANGED TO: person from hell
(Again. Cole is in BOLD)
Hey Ariana. I know I'm the last person you would want to see texting you. But I wanna tell you how truly miserable my life is right now. I messed up and I miss you so bad. I love you so much but I don't deserve you. For the things I put you through. I am sincerely sorry. I really wanted to be with you for a long long time. I envisioned a lifetime with you. But with just one mistake.. I let you slip out of my hands.

I wish you well, my love. I wish you all the good things in life. and I wish you genuine happiness and success. You're always in my heart. Forgive me or not. You have a special place in my life, Ariana..

-- END OF TEXT MESSAGE --

I breathe deeply. Because I'm not really done yet with all the crying. I didn't reply or anything. I wanna be numb so I can't feel anything.. And that's when I saw my notepad. I went to my table and started scribbling many words.

Oh, I don't have you here with me
But atleast I have the memory
I tried to make it through the night
But I can't control my mind

many words are flowing in. and I find writing this very helpful.. I am able to release my emotions. I might add this song in my Dangerous Woman album tracklist as the last song.

Got these thoughts in my head
Ain't no way to forget
Got me losing my breath
Nobody got me the way that you did

Im writing word by word with all of out sweet loving and memories together. And I'm crying again.

Baby, I don't want no one else, no one else.
So hurry, cause I need some, need some,
need some help.

I look at the notepad while wiping away my tears and realizing that within just a few hours I finished the song.

I decided to send it to my management. I titled it, "Thinking Bout You."

* FEW HOURS LATER : NIGHT TIME *
- DOORBELL RINGS -

I got up the bed. Tied my hair. I'm still in my pyjamas. I haven't took a bath and I never ate anything today. I'm not in the mood to do anything right now.

I opened the door seeing Kendall. She has a box of pizza with her and an bunch of chips, brownies, chocolates and a tub of ice cream.

I welcomed her with a hug. Then she said "Girls night?"

I smiled and answered "Girls night!"

and then we just stayed at my living room watching chick flicks, eating a lot, laughing the night away and just hours full of my best friend making me feel better.

and suddenly she brought up something..

"Hey are you going to Justin's bday party next week? You are invited of course right since youre in the same label? right? plus the family will be there all. They miss you!" Said Kendall.

"Uhmm I'm not so sure about that. And yes Scooter mentioned me about that bday party.. But, I'd rather rest yknow. Recover." I answered.

"Oh hell to the nah-uh, Ariana Grande! Don't just stay here okay?! Let's go and have some fun there! Meet people. Please? just try to enjoy yourself that night. You don't have to cry and sulk here im your house. Do this for yourself. It'll get your mind off of things okay? Trust me on this. Please?" Kendall said doing the puppy dog eyes.

"Ughhhh okay okay. whatever!!!" I said rolling my eyes jokingly.

Well I hope it goes well.. Because I'm not really close with the Bieber guy. I mean yes he's very famous. And we're in the same label. And he's a good kid.. I guess? plus.. I'm not in my party mood with this kind of situation.. I just hope for the best... damn you Kenny!

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A/N: WOOOT WOOT! JUSTIN IS ON HIS WAY. U GUYS EXCITED OR WHAT? BECAUSE I AM. WAAAAAAH.