Never let you go. (Jariana)

CHAPTER 5 - One Last Time.

ARIANA'S P.O.V

Okay I'll be performing today in Summertime ball. I prepared the whole week for this. But I'm not just really in my normal state since all I think about is Cole. I miss him so bad and I'm just very sad lately..

I'm up next.. they're already showing the video presentation. I heard a lot of people screaming... God I'm still nervous!

I sang Bang Bang first, then Problem.. then I just rested for a while giving a little speech. Then, singing One Last Time made me a little emotional. I was already teary eyed. I know people can see how fast my emotions has changed.

And I know, and I know, and I know
She gives you everything but boy I couldn't give it to you 
And I know, and I know, and I know
That you got everything
But I got nothing here without you

I can feel little tears escaping my eyes. I tried my hardest to contain what I feel so I can go on witj the whole set.

I know I should've fought it
At least I'm being honest, hey
Now stay with me a minute
I swear I'll make it worth it, hey
'Cause I don't wanna be without you
So one last time 
I need to be the one who takes you home 
One more time
I promise after that, I'll let you go
Baby I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home, yeah

And.. I finished the song. feeling a little pain in my throat since I tried to stop my tears flowing.

I continue singing my remaining songs which are Into You, Greedy, Break Free and Dangerous Woman. It went very well and all. But after my performance I instantly ran towards my dressing room. I started bursting into tears. My mom tried going in but I won't let anyone. I just need to let this out.

I wonder how long will this pain last? how long will be there a void in my heart? how long until I stop longing and bawling my eyes out for someone who did me wrong?

JUSTIN'S P.O.V

"Guys! Turn the TV on NOW!" I said as I walk into my house's living room. Scooter, Alfredo, my mom and some people from the crew are here because we're working on something.

"Ooohhh is that because of Ariana in Summertime ball?" said Alfredo while wiggling his gooooddang annoying eyebrows.

"Yes. Now please turn it on."

"Just in time!" said scooter.

I'm just excited to see her perform. It's weird alright... I just keep my eyes at the screen admiring this beautiful and naturally talented lady. I'm really proud of her.

Her vocals are undeniably amazing. One Last Time is playing already. And I instantly notice the shift of her mood even though it's bearly unnoticeable.

"Is she alright? She looks different.." I asked everyone.

"Well I think she is. But with all that high notes she must've been exhausted." said my mom.

I just shrugged it off and continue watching her. But the shot was close up and her voice shaked a little bit. I know something's up. And I know Scooter noticed it too.

"Oh ariana.." said Scooter with a sad tone.

"Why is she like that? Is she okay?" I asked them.

"Well I think she remembers her long term ex, Cole Sprouse. They broke up recently" Alfredo answered me.

and I just nodded. Ariana still continues singing. I know how hard it is singing while your heart is breaking but still she managed to finish everything. How I wish I could be there for her.

We are done watching her. I'm hesitating to text her or not. Then suddenly Scooter and my mo came up to me.

"Hey love.." said my mom.

"Whats up mom and scoot?"

"Well I noticed you were really concerned about Ariana." said Scooter while smiling.

"Well yeah I know how difficult it is to perform while you're going through something miserable.. She is suffering. and she is my friend." I answered.

"You like Ariana, baby?" my mom asked me.

"Okay what is this both of you? I'm not a 15 year old kid anymore!" I answered while rolling my eyes.

"Chill, biebs! We're just asking okay!" Scooter said while laughing.

They walked away. now I'm left alone... Sooo many thoughts are flowing in already. Maybe mom is right? I like her? Ughh.. Hell no Justin that's too fast, you're not like that. Maybe you're just an adulting hormonal person.. Ariana doesn't deserve it if she ends up to be one of my one night chick just because of my indecisiveness. AHHH my head hurts I'll just sleep.

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A/N: awww Ariana huhu I wish I can hug you right now....

BUT OMG JUSTIN IS HELLA CONFUSED ALREADY!!!!! HHMMMM I SMELL SOMETHING JUSTIN!!!