{A/N} We are going to do a bit of Carter's POV cause of her pregnancy and how she feels mentally and physically. And when she tells Justin as well.
Carter's POV
I was so nervous. Looking at Justin sleep. Knowing he doesn't know what's going on inside my body. A human. A little person inside me made by me and the man I love.
"Carter stop staring I'm trying to sleep." I smiled softly at Justin as he looked at me smiling.
He's so amazing. Such a sweet boy under all that hard ass. I mean I'm partly the cause of him being a softy.
"Sorry J just can't help but admiring you. Your so adorable while you sleep." He laughed and pulled me into him.
Little does he know he'll have someone else to hold another little person to love more than life it's self.
"Justin can we go out tonight?"
"Sure. Where would you like to go?"
"Jinos Pizzeria."
"You hate that place. What changed ?"
"I have a taste for that pizza." I shrugged.
Great pregnancy cravings. I'm only a month and half in and I just found out two days ago! One from a test the other from the doctors.
Justin nodded and kissed my head holding me. I think he can tell. I certainly can. I have a super small bump and my jeans don't fit anymore !
For awhile we laid in bed cuddling not saying much. By the time we wanted to get out of bed it was like 5 in the afternoon.
"We better get ready babe. Want to shower?"
"I umm no it's fine I took one around 8 this morning." I don't want him to see me naked. God I shouldn't care how my body looks he doesn't. He loves me for me.
He looked shocked but nodded he kissed my head and got out of the bed to go take a shower. I just laid in the bed thinking.
I was so scared to even tell Lynn. But she seemed okay with it. Shocked. Same. But I know she'll be there for me. She always is. My best friend.
After laying and thinking I got up and got dressed. Right as I was putting my hair up Justin walked back into the room with a towel around his waist. I love looking at him. I love his tattoos. One time the first night we spent together he let me trace them while he messed with my hair. God I love him.
"Carter your drooling." I blushed and wiped my face.
No I wasn't ! Liar !
"Shut it justin !" I laughed throwing a shirt at him. He smiled as he caught it.
"I love that outfit your wearing. Looks amazing on you." I smiled as I stood up.
This hid my belly the best. And I always loved this outfit anyways.
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"Thanks. Hurry up I'm starving !" He laughed as he got dressed.
I heard Lynn yelling and a door slam. Hmm I guess Jason and Lynn are gone. Wonder what happened. I shrugged and walked to the living room to wait.
"Ready love ?" I looked at Justin and nodded.
The drive was quiet. Justin holding my hand soft music playing in the background. We got a table and ate quietly. He knows I'm hiding something.
"Carter what's wrong?" I looked at him from playing with the crust.
"I uh.." I gulped looking back down. Now I feel like I'm go into be sick. Morning afternoon night sickness fuck off !
"Carter?" I quickly got up and ran out of the place only to throw up in a bush by the car. I felt Justin's hand on my back rubbing it softly.
"I'm sorry Justin." I was crying now. Justin wiped my face off with a shirt he had in the car and looked at me worried.
"You don't look to good Carter."
"I just threw up I don't think I'm supposed to look good." I gave him a look smiling a bit like I'm joking.
He smiled and rubbed my back and held me to him.
This is the time. I have to tell him. Right here and now.
"Justin.."
"What are you going to get sick again?" He was worried.
"No I have to tell you something..." I fiddled with his shirts bit.
He said nothing.
"I.. umm kinda found out something 2 days ago.... remember when I said I was going to my nans.." he nodded.
"I lied. I was going to the doctors."
"What? Why? Are you okay?"
"I um found out something..." he gave me a weird look.
"I ummm... here." I handed him the pregnancy test I took before the doctors. When he looked at it. He went stiff and very pale.
Oh shit.
"Justin.." he said nothing but step back and sit on the ground looking at the test in his hand. Is this a good sign or no?
"Justin." I sat down next to him placing a hand on his. He snapped his head towards me.
"This is real right. Not some joke?"
I shook my head. "Why do you think I wear baggy clothes. For the last 2 days."
"How?"
Oh Justin.
"A month and half ago we did the dirty." I laughed and he smiled a bit.
"So we have a little man."
"Who says it's a boy?" I interrupted
He placed a hand on my stomach. I looked at this then him.
"Cause I think it will be one. If not I'll love it her just as much as I would a boy. And please don't hide your stomach from me. Your still gorgeous. Your body is doing something amazing! Growing a human !"
I smiled. He surely knows how to make a girl feel relaxed and loved and comfortable at the same time.
I laid my head on his shoulder as he rubbed my stomach.
"We should get home sitting on the side walk near a car wear your threw up isn't romantic. And comfortable." I laughed as he helped me stand up.
