Jughead Imagines, Smut, and Other Stuff

A Cold Winter's Night - Imagine

Information and possible trigger warnings: Y/N = Your Name. Jughead misses his anniversary date with Y/N and standing her up for the fourth time in a month. Verbal and emotional argument. I know this is kind of sad but I've been really trying to get something published for you guys and this is just what happened to get done. Also if you guys could let me know what you prefer (smuts or imagines) that would help a lot! Enjoy! 

I sit on the front porch of Jughead's trailer shivering as the cold wind starts picking up again. I don't know how long I've been here exactly but my fingers are starting to go numb. Suddenly I hear a vehicle from down the road and see headlights in the distance. Maybe it's Jug. I think hopefully but quickly as the truck approaches and I realize it is him I start to panic. What do I even say? He parks and because of the glare of the lights I can't see his facial expressions. My heart rate quickens and he gets out.

"What?" He says with a confused look and runs up to me. "Y/N are you crazy, what are you doing out here in the cold?!"

He stands me up. "I was waiting for you... I thought you'd be home when I got here." I say through shivers and he holds me close as we go inside.

"I don't understand... you could have frozen to death, why didn't you call?" He asks me and tries to get me to sit on the couch but I shake my head. "What is going on with you?"

Still shaking both from the cold and my nerves I take a deep breath. "I did call Jughead. I called and I texted and I waited at pop's for an hour and I didn't know what else to do."

"W-what do you mean? I'm so confused." He asks giving me a look I can't identify.

I sigh disappointedly. He still doesn't get it. "It's the 12th Jughead..." I mutter feeling the tears that I had though frozen fall open my cheeks.

He stares into my eyes searching and the all of a sudden his face falls. "I'm so sorry Y/N, oh my god...." The tears are hot against my skin and I can't bring myself to say anything. I mean what can I say he forgot our anniversary. He forgot our one year anniversary. "I'm such an idiot, I'm so so so sorry."

I close my eyes and look down before sniffling and looking back up. "No you're not...." I say pausing. He starts to speak but I talk over him. "You've stood me up for the fourth time this month. On our anniversary. I don't care how busy you were with the Blue and Gold, I don't care what you needed to help Betty or Archie with. The truth is, you left me a long time ago, but tonight is the first night I've realized it."

"No, no, no, please, I can make this better, don't do this baby." He says making me start actually crying. "I'm so so so so sorry.... I really am. Please don't do this."

"Why do even care Jughead!?" I whimper.

He picks up my hands and holds them. "Because I love you Y/N and I don't know what I'd do without you in my life."

"The same thing you have been Jughead." I say my voice breaking. "Ignoring me."

He shakes his head and I shake mine back. "No stop please. I'll try harder, I'll be better for you. Please just give me another chance."

"I don't want you to try harder or be better, I want you to just be my boyfriend. I want to be with me because you want to be with me." I whisper my heart breaking. I take back one of my hands and reach into my pocket. I pull out a small blue envelope. "I still want you to have this... I've been waiting to tell you... I wanted it to be a surprise." I watch him open it with shaky hands and I wipe my tears. He takes the papers and reads the title of National Conference of Aspiring Writers: New York City. He looks up at me shocked. "There are two tickets for the train and the conference and the hotel information is there too." I sniffle. "You leave tomorrow... I" I can't finish without choking up. "I hope you enjoy it."

I can't do it anymore. I did what I came here to do so I head for the door and run outside. The snow in falling like crazy and I keep going.

I feel a hand tug my arm and I let out a startled yelp. As I'm turned around Jughead is facing me. "I can't let things end like this I can't!"

"Maybe you should have thought about that a long time ago!" I yell back at him.

He groans. "I know! I know alright! I get it I screwed up! I screwed up majorly and you have every right to be mad and hurt and upset and leave me but I couldn't live with myself if I didn't run after you!"

"You don't get to do this! You don't just get to say you're sorry and then think everything will be alright!" I cry as he starts crying.

"You're right I know I don't. I'm not expecting you to even forgive me but I need you to know that I love you! I love you more than anything and.... Maybe I knew what tonight was... Maybe I've been avoiding you on purpose. Maybe I got scared. A year is a long time and I got scared of that and I panicked and I maybe thought if I just stopped trying you'd realize you deserve so much better than what I could ever give you..." He takes in a deep breath.

"Are you serious?!" I yell. "Jughead I love you so much! Projecting that onto me was unfair! I don't want anyone that's not you!"

He cries and tries to catch his breath. "I know it's stupid I know! I'm so so sorry... I'm so sorry. I can't do it though I can't see you this upset and not tell you the truth. I just want you to be happy Y/N even if its not with me... I want you to be with someone who isn't afraid..."

"You don't think I'm scared too Jughead, at least you've had a girlfriend before. You are the only person I've ever been with, with anything. I don't how this works, I think you could do a lot better than me, don't think I don't know how other girls look at you.... But tonight you broke my heart." He gets on his knees in the middle of the quiet street.

"I understand that I hurt you and that was never what I wanted to do. I was dumb and careless and I messed up. I messed up big time but please please please. I'd do anything for you to forgive me. I love you so much words can't even explain. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I know now how stupid I was to push you away. Please Y/N.... Say you'll come with me to New York. We can work things out I swear." He pleads and I wipe my tears off my face stinging from the cold. "I'll do anything for us baby. Anything."

I breath in deep. We look at each other for a long time and I watch his eyes well up and him bite the inside of his cheek trying to stop the tears from falling. "Okay..." I whisper.

"Okay?" He smiles and I nod as he gets up from his knees and pulls me close.

"But this is your last chance... I can't take you breaking my heart again.... not with how much I still love even after what you did." I say hugging him back tight.

He places his hands on the sides of my face and I look up at him. "I love you so much baby. I'm so sorry, I'm never letting you go again."

"I love you too." I whisper.

"We'll start over tomorrow. I'll give you a do over anniversary in New York City." He smiles. "Just you, me, and the city... like we've always talked about...." He looks at me worried. "Would that be okay?"

I nod smiling at his smile. "That would be okay."

He leans down and kisses me softly. I kiss him back under the falling snow. He hold me close to him and suddenly I'm not so cold anymore.