The more I try to understand you the harder it is to get in. Everything I learn is sadder than what i knew before and I wonder how you carry this burden alone. From the day I met you I understood that the shadows in your eyes had meaning, the quiet glare that never met your kind voice had to have a reason. There's something sad about rain that I can't put my finger on but somehow we all know that overcast skies make for a gloomy day. Im so afraid of what's inside your heart but I so desperately want to look in.