I am full of things that I shouldn't know
The kind of things that rattle around in my mind
So late that the city seems to hush enough
For me to see how it must have happened
I am not quiet
I am not shy
But I'm quiet enough to hear what shouldn't be heard
I'm quiet enough to wish I wasn't
And when I'm not everyone wants me to shut up
I'm full of things that make it hard to look into your eyes
Full of things that make me wonder if you still care
Sunshine uncovered in the depths that seems to be
More artificial than not
I am not a ticking time bomb
But your caution and hesitant thoughts make me just as destructive
I'm made of more than fear
I'm just full of things
That I'd rather not know
