He is your crush. You'd never tell that on your own though.. Hes too busy in his head for you to be in his heart right?
The two of you weren't even in any quadrants. He found you sneaking around the trees a while back and that's where it began. You had curiosity toward all his digging- well that's what you told him anyway. Truly you were watching because he was so strong. From that moment on you would hang around. Bringing him a lunch every evening you would sit by whatever hole he was digging. Typically being alone in working out here he never really had reason to talk. That didn't stop you from yammering about whatever was in your thinkpan.
What he could never find the words for was how he felt. All this death around and you were there to breathe life back in whether you meant to or not. He began to fall, deeper than any hole he ever dug. Both into depression and red feelings. He expected you to stop hanging around after a couple wipes but you returned every night.
Some nights you would talk yourself out and fall asleep. No matter how long he worked he would always carry you home and put you in your cocoon without even waking you. Some nights you would recite poetry that spoke of the heavens, you were referring to him. Eventually you were so close you would stay at each others hives and cuddle.
One stretch of time happened and there wasn't any death to tend to. For the first of that time you spent cuddling. Even you were silent. Your head rest on his shoulder so his hair was in your face. He always smelled like sweat and dirt but you didn't mind. In fact it became your favorite scent. It was a reflection of who he was. All this time you fell for a near wordless man he spoke. "(Y/N)? Why is there so much death? Why am i the only one there for them? Who will bury me?" You begin crying at this. The moment felt so nice you didn't wanna imagine a world without him. You raise up and squish his sad face and look into those sleep deprived eyes not saying a word. He understood your heart then and held you in his strong embrace.
Hours you both cry in the quiet. sniffling a little you then kiss his cheek and do what you meant to do ages ago. Your kisses are soft and gentle, leading from near his ear to his lips. For a man always out doors his lips where so soft. "I probably come off as annoying but i just really care about you.. Maybe if i shut up for once you'd smile?.." Fozzer pushes some hair from your face and kisses your nose. "I wake up some nights just for you, for your talking and to have the meals you prepare just for us. Never shut up." You whisper an 'okay..' and kiss him again, this time he deepens it and moves his hands so that one is on your bum and the other around your waist. Both of you still with wet tears on your faces made out for quite some time. His hand made its way down your pants and he touched you softly making your sounds quiet and sweet like cotton candy. For a troll so strong he was so loving in the way he done this.
This all went on for a bit. Both moving so slow, you took in the taste of his saliva. Eventually you got close and started a squirming on his hand. Carefully, as if you were a china doll, he held you still. Fozzer moves a bit faster for a few minutes till you softly gasp and let out the feeling.
"You know i've always been flushed for you right Fozzer?" After all that, now was when the blushing got dark. "R-really? Ive been flushed for you too." you kiss him simply "And if you die, dont worry. I would both avenge and bury you." He smiles that lovely smile that makes your heart skip.
And with that you each out your feelings for the other.
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