Free Verse Poems/Poetry

#9

What would you feel if someone is avoiding you?
Will you feel hurt and broke?
Or will you feel nothing and go on with life
I'm a dumbass to ask these questions

Isnt it obvious? Of course it f****** hurt like hell
It hurts that i cant even feel it
It hurts to the point that my tears voluntarily fell
I don't know how to react or what to do

Its my first time that someone tells me that shes intentionally avoiding me
I asked whats wrong? Did i do something?
The latter said shes the problem not me
But im confused, really confused

What did i do wrong? Shes avoiding me
I don't want people to avoid me
I really don't want to
But you cant please everyone

It broke my heart
She said don't be mad or think negative
As the usual me i said its okay, im okay
I thank those who created the emojis its easy to fake a smile

I said im okay when im hurt
Im used to it saying okay when im not really okay
She also said that please understand me
I answered I'll try

Shes disappointed by my answer. Why try?
I said, not everytime i can understand you
I don't want to make a promise that i can't fulfill
Promises are meant to be broken

I'll wait for the day that youll be ready to share your problem
I'm always here
I'll also wait for the day that we'll be friends like before
Know that I considered you as one of my friend
And that I'm always here, always.