Purrfect • OngNiel

1x0=영

I want the earth to eat me up.

Stupid stupid stupid! Why did I do that? I opened my eyes, wide awake, laying on the bed and regretting things I did. I remembered everything that happened the other night and I keep questioning myself.

Was it a mistake?

I don't know what had gotten into me. Sure I was drunk, but I was sober enough to know that it was Niel standing in front of me. Perhaps it was because of his comforting words, or maybe I just felt like my burden was released when I saw him, but none of it made sense.

Why did I fucking kiss him?

"Hyung it's your turn to shower." I jumped at the sudden voice.

"A-alright."

After showering I stayed at the bathroom, thinking of ways to clear things up. I didn't know how to face him, it's going to be so awkward and I just know it.

'Okay Seongwu, just get out there and face him like a man. Say that you were drunk and unconscious.' Alright that was plan A.

I got out of the bathroom and saw Niel waiting for me.

"What took you so long inside?"

"I-I.....I'm going to Youngmin's bye!" I took my phone and wallet and dashed out of the place.

Plan B it was.

"You saw who?"

"Jihee...."

"You okay?" He patted my back, knowing how much I suffered.

"I totally moved on, like when I think about her, I don't feel much. But when I saw Jihee, I just couldn't bottle everything up anymore."

"Why didn't you call me yesterday? Right after you met her?"

"I wanted to have some me-time, so I went for a drink and thought about it." I suddenly blushed, remembering what happened.

"I guess something happened at the bar."

"What? Why?"

"You look like a freaking apple."

"That's because I'm fair you idiot."

"Shut your big fat mouth."

"Guys~ I prepared some kimbap!!" Donghyun voice was heard from the kitchen.

Youngmin, having his loved one's voice entering his ears, giggled to himself.

"You look like you have a massive thing for Donghyun even though y'all already dated for what, 6 years?"

"I still have a thing for him."

Seongwu reached out for a piece until Donghyun slapped his hand away.

"Go wash your dirty hand."

He groaned as he walked to the kitchen, taking off his ring. Right, the ring. He suddenly thought of how miserable he would be if Niel suddenly turned back into a cat. He's not complaining but he wouldn't be able to hear his voice, or his opinions anymore.

'He seemed sad yesterday, I should cheer him up, by.....*snaps* cleaning his place!' Niel thought to himself.

To be honest he didn't thought much of what happened the other night because, as a cat, what does he even know about this kind of stuff?

All he knew was when it happened, he was craving for more and his stomach was doing flips. He felt his face heat up and his heart thumping quicker every second. He didn't know what was wrong with himself, he got nervous this morning when he saw Seongwu. He tried very hard not to stutter and pass out.