The Beginning Of It All

begining of the end

        Today was the day Bill was leaving we had all had our alone time with Bill and to be honest none of us were ready when it was time to say our final goodbyes. I missed him already knowing this was the last time we all be together with him. I had been hugging him for almost 2 whole minutes now and I never wanted to let go. “Stan, come one we want to hug him before he leaves too. I unwillingly pulled away and let the others hug him. “goodbye Bill we love you” we all said before forming our last group hug with him. I love him so much and now he won’t know how I feel. I know its wrong to feel this way about my guy best friend but its so hard not to feel this way for him. He’s so inviting and warm and just amazing everything about him is amazing and I can’t believe his parents are taking him away from us. Its been an hour since he left but none of us could bring ourselves to stop crying and just take it in that he was gone I think Mike and I took it the hardest because . Richie and Eddie had been acting weird lately. Maybe it was because the kiss, maybe we have finally broke them and now they know how they really feel about each other. Richie and Eddie have always been the closest so its no supprise that in this time of sadness they would turn to each other. Eddie would lay on Richies lap and just cry is eyes out for 5 minutes and then go and position himself on Richies lap and just cry in the crook of his neck. They are so cute to bad Bill isnt here to see this. “Eds its going to be fine you still have all of us. i know for sure I won’t ever leave you” Richie told eddie pulling him closer to his chest. Eddie nodded in response and they both decided to leave because being here wjere we all used to hangout with bill was tearing Eddie apart. He has never been good with making friends so when one leaves he takes it quite personal, like he had done something to make them leave.

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