Him♡ a jachary fanfic

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Zach finally got his lazy ass up and went to the nearest store and bought a charger.
He also bought a battery powered mini fridge and stocked up on food and drinks.
Now the only problem was finding somewhere to charge his phone.
Of course the barn wouldn't have a generator or anything, its ancient, He thought.
And its not like he could go out and buy a generator, he only has enough money left to buy replacement batteries and some more food if he runs low.
He got in the car yesterday and drove to the highway but then turned around.
He was drunk at the time, his salty tears mixing with the yeasty alcohol.
Since he was drunk he left his car in the open on the side of the highway.
He doesnt want to go back.
He obviously is going to be labeled as a baby now for running away from his problems.
If jack ever did show up, Zach wasnt sure if he would go home.
Everybody would pity him for running away and being depressed, which he doesnt want to happen.

Zachs thoughts on depression.
Its gone unnoticed for this long, can't I just be depressed?
Depression is apart of me now, why tear it away?
Its become the only way I cope.
Me and jack dont have a chance at all.
I was crazy for thinking we ever could.
Im going to let everything go.
Today is the day.
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Jack, Jonah, corbyn, and Christina finally found the exact location of Zach.
They went to a professional hacker.
They were right, Zach was in L.A
Turns out he was in chole.
A papertown in L.A (I actually just made that up)
Jack had no time to waste.
He needed his zachy back.
As soon as everyone got in the car he stepped on the gas not caring if he got pulled over.
Zach needed him right now, he could feel it.
He wouldn't be able to live with himself if anything happened to zach.

Zach's letters
Dear Jonah,
I'm sorry for getting mad at you about your fidget spinner.
I'm sorry for putting you through all this pain.
I need you to continue being a big brother to the boys.
It made me feel safe.
It made me forget my problems.
They are going to need your comfort.
Remember, you need to be okay too.
Not just the boys.
Take care of yourself.
I love you, bro.
Love, Zachary

Dear corbyn,
Im sorry for yelling at you about your slime.
Please keep your speed racer costume.
It always brightened the mood.
You guys are going to need it.
Treat Christina like the queen she is.
You only find one true love and I can see it in your guys' eyes that shes the one.
Keep your goofy personality.
When you're in the room, there's never a dull moment.
Keep calm and aesthetic photography on.
Love, Zachary

Dear Daniel,
I'm sorry.
I never should've despised you.
Jack loves you and I should've acted more mature about it.
You better treat him right, Seavey.
I will haunt your ass.
Keep your smile.
It always lit up a room.
Don't get braces or anything to fix your gap.
It's perfect just the way it is.
Love, Zachary

Dear jack,
You're so so beautiful.
Your eyes, I could get lost in.
Your lips, I could kiss forever.
Your hair, I could play with 24/7.
But, I can't.
That's Daniel's job.
You look happier with him anyways.
Words can't explain how much I love you.
And I know you don't love me back.
I don't want any of you to blame yourselves for what I did.
Especially you.
It was me.
I'm the reason I'm gone.
I'm too weak.
I won't give up on you, Jack Avery.
I never could.
I promise I will always watch over you.
This isn't goodbye.
It's just, see you soon.
Stay alive.
Don't do anything you will regret because of me.
Love, Zachary.