¿Is any of it true?

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The "I love you" texts..
The "I miss you" texts..
The "I wanna see you" texts..
The "You're the only one that I want" texts..

Was any of that true?
Did you mean what you said?
Did you even think about what those meant to me?
Did they mean something to you?

Did you really care?
Or did you just want to the hear the words?
Were you really thinking of me that day?
Or were you just lonely?

Was she not giving you enough attention?
Were you all fighting?
Or did you really want to talk to me?

Do you miss me for me?
Or just my body?

Did you really even love me?

Did you love me for me?
Or did you love me for my body?

Did you think about how the words "I love you" would make me feel?
Did you think about if they would hurt when you left?

Did you not learn from the first time?
Do you not remember what we had?
Do you not remember how hurt I was?

How can you blame this all on me?
How can you tell me this is my fault?

Did you come back just to hurt me?
Do you like seeing me in pain?
Do you like seeing how much I actually care about you, even though you don't give two shits about me?

Even though you may hurt me,
Over and over again,
I will still come crawling back..
But for now think about how hurt I am..
Think about how I feel..
You may have never loved me.
And you may never love me.
But I have loved you.
And I will continue to love you.
Until I take my last breath.
When I take my last breath, I will watch you from heaven.

To my first love,
The person I will love until I take my last breath,
To the person who may have hurt me, but still could make me feel like I was the queen of the world,
To the person who knew how to make me smile,
To the person who persuaded me to keep fighting,
To the person who knows me better than anyone,
To the person who I thought cared
I
LOVE
YOU
🧡
~SA


This is a little thing I came up with on the 28th of February 2018. This is the day someone heart breaking happened. You could probably figure that out by reading it. The song at the top of it "Lips of an angel" described our relationship. Yes I still love him and yes nothing will be the same anymore, but there isn't anything else I can do. I wrote this on here because I feel like other people could relate to some of the things I mentioned. Yes this is my own piece of work. If you want to use it please give me credit for my work that's all I ask. Thank you!

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