Saying goodbye is harder than high school.
Its harder than pushing through with very little fuel.
It's harder than living with her.
My emotions are beginning boil and stir.
Again I feel alone.
I was lost in her.
Yet I found myself,
I was trapped my heart was in the lure.
I was holding her in my arms but I knew she could never be mine.
I told myself I would be fine, that I wouldn't cry.
Just another deception of my heart, just another lie.
Gears of my mind froze to think.
Or my heart froze to feel.
Or my wounds will Never heal.
Don't give up I tell myself.
But I am unsure of what's real.
Yet I still wish for my heart to seal.
Every day without her is surreal.
