[ this was also written way before we discussed a few things so uh my bad. ]
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⠀ I know you're not entitled to even remotely like me, and I guess it was stupid that I hoped so much for you to. *, I'm not sure how you did it but you stole my annoying heart from the very beginning. Now thinking about it; it's pretty weird. There's also a good chance you'll never see this which is great for me ! :^)
I hate seeing you upset, it just tears my heart up. When you just stopped replying to me I went into this weird panic mode since you were probably upset with me (still not sure about that). I was genuinely scared that you might've grown some hate towards me - And the hope that you felt the same way was getting beat away by my insecurities. I'm so sorry. Sorry that it seemed as if I hated you, Sorry that I was pretty much helpless during your situation even though I really wanted to help you feel better. I'm sorry I'm such a terrible friend who has a crush on you. It's stupid, I'm stupid. You honestly deserve someone so much better.
My heart skips a beat every time I get a notification (it sucKs), and it just makes me the happiest when you're happy. I love you so much and I never hated you.
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