THE UNSPOKEN WORDS ( Titanium)

Chapter 29. Just Not 'Me'.

Zeeshan's P. O. V.

" Why the hell are you staring at me." Navya whispered - threatened in a low voice.

Right now we were walking down the beach. Apeksha and Samar were walking ahead of us. Navya and I were walking at a considerable distance from them. I had been looking at her face since we were walking, simply because she was looking good today. It can't be called staring. I was just observing her. Hot headed girl.

" I am not staring at you. Infact you have been staring at me." I told her calmly.

She snapped her head in my direction with a very irritated, furious look implanted on her face.

" Really? " she shouted.

And her cheeks became beet red because of her anger. Shoot, she is looking cute.

" Really. If you were not then how would you know that I am looking at you?" I asked with my signature smile.

She stomped her foot and gave me a you-know-what-you-are-impossible look and turned back to leave. I encircled my hand around her arm and swirled her around preventing her from going.

" Don't touch me. " she snarled venomously at me as if she had been burnt with my touch and tried to remove my hand from around her arm.

" Me? Look you are the one who is touching me." I said with my left eyebrow raised.

She closed her eyes as if trying to control the anger that I had kindled in her.

" See, don't you think that 'something' is going on between the two of them" I asked Navya while pointing at Apeksha and Samar, trying to distract her.

" What ' something ' is going on between them?" she asked me, wriggling her eyebrows.

"The same thing that is going on between us." I told her while motioning my finger between her and me.

" And exactly what is going on between us? "

" The same thing that is going on between them ." I smirked.

" Aaaahhhhh!!!! " she yelled frustatedly. " Sand, it's just sand that is between them, sand is what is beneath them and same is the case with us. I am afraid of the human that you bring out in me. A personality that is so unlike mine. "

" I bring out the real you, Navya. Are you even aware of the dangerous, fun loving and ready to bring the shit-out-of-any-guy type of girl that you have inside the garbe of your shyness? Are you aware of your realself?" I asked her while searching her eyes.

She finally looked at me with those twinkling, intrigued eyes of hers making my heart pamphalate harder.

"I can't understand why you don't like me?" I asked her.

" What exactly do you have in yourself, Zeeshan?"

Really?

I looked at her, like a human would look at an alien who had just said, " Are there really life symptoms on the earth? "

" I have looks every girl die for, I have money flowing out of my house like water, I have three islands, I have a promising career as an actor, I have super duper amazing muscles, I am considerably good in academics, I am good in sports, I am popular, I am loved, I am followed by 1.5M people on instagram and most importantly I have a very good sources. And now you tell me what don't I really have in me?" I asked her in a challenging tone while she was looking around as if she was bored.

She laughed in a taunting way and clicked her tongue before speaking, "You Sir, have an attitude higher than Mount Everest and let me tell you people are not your slaves who will do what you wish. Actually you are the human version of brain migraine, to handle you and your tantrums is just as difficult." she said and then she mercilessly added,
"I hate your stupid smile, I hate when you belittle people, I hate it when you treat yourself like you are the emperor of the world, clearly when you aren't. And what did you say, you are rich? No. You are as poor as a beggar rotting on a footpath because this money isn't yours. This is your father's. Because you aren't known as great Zeeshan, your are known as a Tirupati, the Son of an amazing actress and a billionaire businessman. And hoeing around may have gained you a little recognition, mister, and this you misinterpret as fame."

Every single word ripped me apart. Sent my respect to places devoid of brightness, sinking down in drains. I felt frustrated and for the first time a girl had talked like this to me.

" You. Are. Jealous. You are jealous because you are nothing Navya. That's what you are, Nothing. I bet you have first time come out of the city and that too on Apeksha's mercy. And now because suddenly I am talking to you, you are feeling insecure around my greatness and that is why you are using this as a defense mechanism, right? " I countered sarcastically.

" No I am not jealous or insecure. And why will I be? If I care least about anybody in my entire life then it is you, Zeeshan so your stupid opinion doesn't matter. "

I held her arm tightly and pulled her towards me, I don't know why but I just wanted to prove her that I am the best. I wanted her to care for me. I don't know why? I felt bad when Alexander lurked around her, I felt bad when she found me imperfect.

As I looked into her eyes and she looked into mine an unknown emotion caught me. I held her arms tightly and unknowingly gritted my teeth. My arms were unintensionally gripping her harder and pulling her closer slowly, demanding her to rise on her toes. I could almost feel through the fabric of her cloth.

" You are...... you are hurting me. Leave me. Ah! " she said trying to break free from my grip.

I still had no mood to leave her. I wanted her to feel the pain that I felt few seconds ago, that I feel every time when she rejects me.

" ZEESHAN I SAID LEAVE ME. YOU ARE HURTING ME. " By now she was standing on her toes due to my tightened grip, she still came to my chest even on her toes.

I finally left her and she hugged herself, caressing the skin of her arms from where I had held her. She had tears brimming in her eyes. She looked so fragile, so broken, so lost it nearly tore me apart. I hate it.

Why did I become so angry?

Before I could apologize Apeksha came and while pulling Navya away shouted, " Am borrowing her for today. " and walked away while Navya was still shooting daggers at me with those captivating eyes of hers.

" All set? " I inquired Samar.

" T'is the beginning. " he smirked.

" Going to the club tonight? " he asked me.

" What? When?" Why is it so that I don't know anything about everything?

" Starts from 10 p. m tonight. Alcohol and girls. Adults not allowed. Everyone's in. You? "

" Are you serious about my sister or not?" I asked agitatedly.

" Of course I am. I was telling it to you. Apeksha will not be coming tonight as it is. " he confirmed. " Relax bro, what has happened?"

I am acting like ' just not me' . I never hurt girls like this. I never am at loss of words. I never get affected by shit people bark about me. I am...... I am never do chaosed . I am never so lost. This girl is not at all like I want my girlfriend to be. She is simple, boring, studious, good, nerd, not good in sports, petite, always wearing loose baggy clothes, always wearing an old woman type specks. She is shy, she doesn't like what I like. She is not rich, she does not find me attractive. She is..... She is not of my type. Still she affects me. She makes me want to go beyond my limits. She makes me angry, she makes me nervous, she makes me jealous, she makes me feel weird, she makes me do crazier stuff, she pulls my eyes towards her as if she is some type of magnet. I hate her. I hate her for not liking me. For not giving me her attention, for spending time with Alexander. What do I do?

My heart beats faster. My brain stops working, my world stops revoving when she is around, I start acting wierd to gain her attention because I bloody have fallen for her charms. I like her. Shit. I have to do something to get over this wierd feeling. Do something Zeeshan or you will become something that you are not. Girls like me, I don't like girls. They chase me, I don't chase them, they want my attention, I don't want theirs.

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So according to you what is going on between Zeeshan Tirupati and Navya Khanna?

Sand..... 😜

I hope that you enjoyed the chapter.

Next will be Rehan's P. O. V.

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